2021-08-19 22:07
survivalthroughhate
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"This is Maul. State your business."
Voice | Video | Text | Action
Also always up for backdating anything specific done during events or plots that we weren't able to get to e.g. memshares, shapeshifting into other forms, etc. Just let me know what you'd like to do!
un: trienemybest; text - 3am early september
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What is this, a koan of some sort?
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Posted by:Voice; mid-September
New place with potential for permanence, and I figured it was important that you and I reaffirmed our bonds to each other.
[The smirk could be heard in his voice.]
By bonds, I mean we need to compare our important lists. Do not kill and do not harass. Well, harass within reason; neither of us are perfect.
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[There's a teasing tone to Maul's voice. He's so pleased to hear from Reaper right now.]
Yes, we never did get around to that in Deerington, did we? It would have saved us a great deal of hassle.
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Posted by:Video; UN: Willow
So, uh, hey. I saw the news about what happened - do you know who killed Flynn? I mean, no offense, you kind of fit the description and all, and I saw some people are getting a little finger pointy - but I know it wasn't you.
Video; un: darkness
......And why do you believe it wasn't me?
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Posted by:text; un: doublehedgedsword
ok so
i'm still mad at you for killing Varian
i don't think that's ever going to go away
he's the most important person ever to me, so i'm going to be mad at anyone who hurts him
but
i get that you're trying, even if you're not any good at it
you're not lying about that
Text; un: darkness
You're allowed to be mad and anyone who says otherwise doesn't understand that anger is a gift. It's all that has sustained me sometimes so I understand.
One doesn't get better at anything unless they keep practicing. True with weapons and true with life. So I'll keep trying even if I still don't understand all the social niceties that go along with doing better.
[His post in making Anakin confess had been evidence enough of that.]
Did Varian tell you I helped get him to sleep?
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Posted by:Video; UN: Cuddlebunny
[Why yes, she IS starting the conversation that way, because why the hell wouldn't his wife be cryptic as hell?]
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I have no idea what you're talking about.
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Posted by:Voice; un: ...
His voice was slurred and mostly a half purr at all times.]
Brother... are you coming home soon? Ruin misses you.
[Also, he had no idea what day of the week it was. Or actually how long Maul had been gone. It could have been an hour, a day, a week... god, he was so out it.]
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He was making his way home when his brother called. Maul was considering eating something for he was feeling ravenous. When Savage called, Maul's brow crinkled in confusion.]
Is everything all right?
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Posted by:Action;
When was the last time you ate?
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[No wonder he's been a little snappish with people on the post. He's hangry.]
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Posted by:Video: ClickClickBloom
I just wanted to check in on you. How are you holding?
I can't imagine super well after what happened at the gate.
Video; un: darkness
I failed to get revenge on someone who killed my mate. How do you think I am feeling?
[He's pretty darn grumpy about the whole thing and is determined to remain so.]
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Posted by:Private:Video; UN: Cuddlebunny - Following his Life Day post
Maulrus, my dear, sweet, Zabrak...
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT WITH THE DEMON PETER KNOWS?!
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Paimon and I are good friends. He respects me and I respect him. When we met, he was lost and alone like a young shaak, unable to control the light inside of him. He is not dark but the light within him is a deep and terrible power, the kind that can scorch the earth if he wants to. I have given him many lessons on how to use his power and grow more into himself. At first, Peter was just the useless host to me, but now I see he can have his uses as well.
[Yes, the way he treats Peter is awful, but Maul is beginning to come around to the idea of a terrified, obedient teenager being useful for the Sith Lord.]
Besides, the two of them are so intertwined now that it is impossible to separate one from the other.
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Posted by:Voice; un: Wesson
Get here, this is our only shot.
Voice; un: darkness
I'm coming.
[That's all he says before he grabs his hovercycle and takes off on it, knowing it will be the fastest mode of transportation that can get him there before Dean Winchester ends up filleted like a fish after skinning.]
un: trienemybest; text
un: darkness; text
Alright. I'll be right over.
[With those terse words, Maul sets out for the Disaster House.]
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Posted by:Christmas Delivery
Attached is a card with elegant writing:]
Merry Christmas, Maul!
I hope you stay warm and safe!
Love,
Snow White
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Thank you for the gift. It was very thoughtful of you. This is Venge, a Maalraas and my Omen. I think you will like them as well.
Christmas Delivery
Attached is a note with a little rabbit doodle:]
Happy Holidays!
Love,
Usagi
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Thank you, Usagi, for thinking of me and Savage. I will make sure he wears his coat whether he likes it or not. Did you find my gifts?
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Posted by:Voice; un: ... January 1'ish
Brother... On Mandalore.
[He took a long breath.]
If your Master had offered you a place under his tutelage again, would you have taken the opportunity?
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.....No. Had he found me one or two years after I was severed in two, even five years, I would have returned to his side with no hesitation. But he did not care anything about me. It was a hard lesson to learn that I was nothing more than a tool to him, a weapon to be used, disposed of, and forgotten about. You were the one that found me with Mother's guidance. Only my family truly cared about what became of me and that's how I knew who really cared about me.
[He pauses and then asks:]
What brought this question on?
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he knocks on the door. ]
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Why are you here?
[Maul's blunt and rude, as usual, but Obi-Wan also hasn't been at his home in close to a year so he's rather confused as to what might be going on.]
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Posted by:Text, UN: Willow
She looks around, and she's torn between worry and relief when she realizes Maul isn't there with her. She wouldn't willingly leave him behind, but she doesn't really want him in her home either. The only solution for it is to make sure he's safe.]
Where are you? You got out too, right?
Text; un: darkness
I ended up back at my own home after Cynthia rescued us.
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Posted by:February 14
So, there would be a bouquet of a dozen roses that were made of bacon. They were all wrapped up as one might in the paper and one of those tiny little cards that had Reaper's neat handwriting on it.
Your feelings hit me like a sledgehammer.
Mine slay you with my sheer romantic capabilities.
-G.
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There was a scribbled inscription in Maul's large, blocky handwriting across the bottom of the picture.]
Heard something in a movie that made me think of what I feel for you, my mate. "I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you."
[Then back home he went to thoughtfully munch his way through his bouquet of roses.]
Video: UN - Runeseeker
Did you coerce someone into a mental bond, Maul?
[Her tone was very carefully controlled, something that was probably pretty obvious. She was usually prone to either a playful tone, or a lot of passion when she spoke. To be this measured? She was holding emotion back. A lot of it. After all, she was trying not to assume. Assumption was dangerous as it related to Maul. Many had misunderstood or misapprehended what he did in the past, and she barely knew Annakin.
She wanted clarity before she even began to judge.]
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[He had enough respect for his friend and ally in return not to use doubletalk or outright lie the way he might do with others who asked him. That was also the reason he was using her name when he seldom did with anyone here in Trench. He could tell there was something different in her tone than normal and was wary as to what was coming next.]
I created a bond with Anakin when he didn't want one.
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Posted by:Voice; un: ...
Until the very end if necessary.
[He didn't say such things often, not since their journey began and a quiet promise had been made between them to stand together through thick and thin. He wanted to make certain that Maul knew that his opinion on sticking with the elder Zabrak remained the same.]
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I know that, brother. [A pause.] But I still appreciate you saying it anyway.
[Talking about feelings was often messy and confusing for both of them but sometimes it is still necessary.]
Voice -> Action
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Posted by:[ACTION]/[VIDEO | UN: JustLuke]
[ …a familiar pair of red, lens-like eyes was hovering over him…?]
F-fa…ther…?
[ His voice sounded like a faint croak, painfully weak, and it made him flinch. He turned his head away, and in the next moment he could feel something pressed into his hand. Somehow, he knew it was his Omni. Somehow, he just had to contact someone, anyone… no, someone that wouldn’t freak out or worry or cause too many problems over all this… ]
[ By the time the message goes through, Maul gets a picture of Luke lying on the ground, his face pale, eyes unfocused. The rest of him was hard to see, given there was only the moon to light the area, and his propensity to wear dark clothing, but how out of it he looked spoke enough to something being very wrong. ]
M-Maul… I… I need help.
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Maul didn't ask too many questions or ask if Luke was at all alright. Clearly, he was not. He armed himself and then was out the door, ready to help his young friend and rescue him if necessary.]
I will be there soon. Where are you?
[That would tell Maul whether traveling by Lamp Location or using one of his many modes of transportation would be easier, especially since it looked like he was going to need to possibly grab Luke and bodily drag him from wherever he was at until they were out of danger.]
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Posted by:this letter shows up at any time after the start of april.
You likely already know I'm gone by the time this arrives, and I'm sure you're bloody celebrating like the bastard you are. I'm not there in person to call you on that favor that you owe me, so consider it called now:
Do better.
Don't do it cause I'm saying it. Don't do it cause someone else told you it was the right thing. Don't do it cause others go all starry-eyed over you for whatever reason they've got. Do it for yourself. Do it cause you deserve something more than what you've been giving yourself.
Do it cause you're tired of it all circling the bloody drain already.
I know the reason we didn't get on was we saw too much of ourselves in the other. We've both got a lot of hate to contend with. It's not worth it. I know the idea of deserve is a hard one for us as well.
It's not going to magically get better overnight. May take years, decades even. It'll hurt. It'll carve it out of you and leave you there wishing for death. You might backslide, probably will. Don't let it win.
Anyway, I'm probably wasting my time writing this out. Probably just rip it to shreds and put it out of your mind. There's a time I would've done the same if someone had the gall to try it with me. There's been times I have.
Don't be a wanker,
John Constantine
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He's boiling mad, and if John were standing in front of him, he'd be beating him up like he had when the smug wizard had cursed him. But he can't do that and so instead he's left to contemplate John's words. Part of him does indeed want to tear the letter to shreds and put it out of his mind. And yet.... and yet.... He's never gone back when he owes someone a favor from him. And so he's left to contemplate what he'll do.
Eventually, he folds the letter up and puts it in a secure spot in his room, muttering to himself.]
I wish you'd given me something I could actually achieve.
text - UN: IceCream
It's been a whole month, man, and nobody's accusing you of mass murder.
I believe this calls for a celebration!
Terrible mushroom tarts on me?
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That sounds like it would be a wonderful way to celebrate. What time do you want to meet?
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Posted by:accidental video; un: tsabin
Candles and lanterns lit the archways of the buildings in Theed, a solemn glow lighting the way for a quiet procession. This was not a small gathering- it looked as though the entire city, if not more, were gathered. Crowds lined the stone bridge with mourners watching the procession as it passed. Four gualaar leading an open casket through the city.
Padmé Naberrie Amidala lay lifeless- her hair splayed around her with petals of flowers placed in the curls. Her hand rested on her stomach and held the japor snippet necklace a young Anakin Skywalker had given her years ago.
No one spoke.
Padmé's family followed, as did Queen Apailana in a gown styled after one of the former Queen's looks. A nod to her respect for the late Queen and Senator of Naboo. Padmé's surviving handmaidens were among those walking behind the current Queen. Rabé, Saché, Yané, Dormé, and Sabé did not speak a word to each other... nor anyone else. Their devastation was too great. ]
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For now, he feels it's best to contact the owner of the memory.
There's an awkwardness to Maul's voice. He hadn't been happy that one of the memories that had been broadcast to the network showed a moment of raw grief for him. He suspects Sabé won't appreciate it either.]
I believe I saw a memory of yours.
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Posted by:[ACCIDENTAL VIDEO] UN: [username not set]
Well, maybe not so little. There's a man with blue hair and green skin, sitting in front of the cave, holding a wooden flute. Surrounding him on either side are twenty children. They can't be more than five or six years old, all of them with enormous gray eyes. Their hair is pastel--some blue, some pink, some purple, some yellow--and they all have mint-green skin. Sitting near the trees is a sinewy woman with pink hair and a wary gaze, sharpening a broken tree branch with long, black talons.
All of them--every single one--has enormous black wings, tucked neatly against their backs.
It's not hard to pick out Ariadne in the group. She's curled up tight against her father's side, staring at him with the same sort of wonder Ariadne looks at anything fascinating. He strokes her hair absently, though he speaks to all of them.]
When our island sank, our people were scattered to the four corners of existence. Great packs with even greater leaders thrived, in spite of everything against us.
[A little boy with blue hair pipes up.]
Like what?
[The father chuckles.]
Jagged red rocks. Sun hot enough to bleach bone. A world without softness. An unforgiving world.
[The mother speaks up at this.]
And Humans. Don't forget them.
[He shakes his head.]
Some Humans, yes.
[The tiny Ariadne tilts her head.]
But not all of them, right?
No, not all.
[The mother narrows her eyes. It seems she has some opinions on the subjet, but the father is quick to continue.]
Despite everything against us. We survived. And now, we continue to survive. And because of you--each and every one of you--we will always survive. That's what's important. And why? Because you are our pack. We're strong because we're together. We'll always look out for each other. Yes? Do you all promise to protect one another?
[The children nod their heads solemnly. This pleases the father, who smiles, reaching out to cup the chins of those within reach.]
As long as at least one of us is alive, we all live forever. Through our memories. Through our stories. One day, one of you will replace me as the storyteller. And one of your children will replace you. And the line will never be broken.
[Tiny Ariadne hugs her father's knee.]
I want to be storyteller!
[He laughs.]
And you might well be, Ariadne.
[But the memory fades there. Ironically as Ariadne's dreams of once being the pack storyteller had to fade. But Omnis surely don't know about irony, right?]
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Eventually, he contacts Ariadne, and the expression on his face is less harsh than normal.]
You were happy with your family.
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Posted by:accidental video; un: quibbler | cw: emotional blackmail, magical torture, violence against a minor
Luna's manhandled into the room, bedraggled, but not fighting too hard. She's no older than sixteen, small in the wizard's grasp and shoved hard into the center of the room before the dark-haired witch. Luna raises her head to look at Bellatrix Lestrange, unafraid but wary.
"Well, what do we have? Potter's little friend!" Bellatrix coos in sing-song as she sidles up close to Luna, thinly-veiled attempts to be disarming. "I thought maybe you and I could have a nice little chat, hm? Maybe you've had a nice long think in the dungeon, and you might choose to do the right thing here."
Luna doesn't say anything, Bellatrix continues: "Now your dear, darling Daddy's been writing some very unhelpful things about your lovely friend Harry Potter, and that—" She taps Luna's shoulder with her wand playfully punctuate each word, as if admonishing her. "just— won't— do—!"
Bellatrix makes a face before spinning on her heel to move away again, she's quiet for a few moments, as if deciding something. Luna remains silent, watching her carefully.
"Now it would be a shame if we had to go and punish him for it. But supporting Harry Potter instead of the Dark Lord is... a very serious thing." She hums. "So I have a wonderful idea—! How about you tell us where your friend is, and what he's up to and maybe we can forgive your father—? That sounds fair, doesn't it—?"
Luna inhales softly, a shuddering little breath. After a long moment, her eyes flick to the floor. She remains silent. And suddenly, it's as if a switch has been flicked — the fake-niceties are gone and Bellatrix's breathing grows rapid, enraged. She storms back over, raising her wand and flicking it up to Luna's face, screaming at her—
"TELL ME WHERE POTTER IS OR YOU WILL NEVER SEE YOUR BLOOD TRAITOR FATHER AGAIN—! WE KNOW HE'S CONSPIRING AGAINST THE DARK LORD SOMEHOW—!" Luna tenses up, her eyes huge and glossy, but her lips purse — refusing to speak. Bellatrix tilts her head to one side, her own eyes widening as if to mock her before she scoffs. "Fine. Have it your way, girl."
Bellatrix backs off and with a grin which melts into something ice-cold, she whips her wand in a harsh, striking motion — a jet of red light cracking loudly in the air as she yells "CRUCIO—!"
Luna crumples to her knees like a rag-doll with a shriek of agony, it's as if her body doesn't know what to do. She then falls backwards as Bellatrix holds the curse firm, twisting and tense as she goes into spasm — screaming so loudly it echoes, consumed with blinding pain. It seems to go on for an age until Bellatrix stops, standing over her as Luna trembles on the floor: "WHERE'S POTTER—?!"
But Luna still doesn't answer, even despite the gasping sobs. She scrambles uselessly against the floor, nails digging into the floorboards. And it begins again, another jolt of red light and the air fills with screaming. Each time Bellatrix stops after a while, screeching at her the same questions, and each time Luna doesn't respond.
"TELL ME, GIRL—! WE KNOW YOU'RE POTTER'S FRIEND. HE ONLY HANGS AROUND WITH FILTHY, DIRTY MUDBLOODS AND DISGUSTING BLOOD TRAITORS!"
And still Luna doesn't answer.
The screen glitches, half-static jumping from the scene to more idyllic scene of Luna's bedroom as she's rushing for her Omni from where she'd left it on her desk. The screen continues to glitch out, her face a strange blur of pixels as she fumbles with the device — hurrying to shut it down. But it's clear there's absolute horror and fear in her eyes.
He can't see this, Peter can't see this. She doesn't know who's receiving this, or even if it might be public, all over the network. As she scrambles, she's yelling as loud as she can: ]
Dormiens vas—!
[ The feed promptly shuts off. ]
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He watches Luna and there's a grudging respect he has for her in being able to withstand the torture. She doesn't break, not even close to it, and that's admirable. His respect for Luna always been there. Maul can hate someone with every fiber of his being but he can also show them an amount of respect for their toughness, ingenuity, and being able to best him. Just look at Obi-Wan.
He waits for a bit, letting her figure out what she'd like to do regarding the fact her memories were bleeding out all over the network.]
Did you kill her?
[He asks because if that were him, he would have been looking for revenge as soon as he had the chance. But Luna is not him and so he wonders if she ever dealt with the madwoman torturing her.]
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