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Appearance

Maul underwent a few changes in the two games (Deerington and Deer Country) he was in which have affected him permanently. They are listed below.

- One of the tattoos on his lower left arm turned silvery-white after encounter with Witch of the Wastes and being de-aged then aged up.
- Bite mark on right arm healed into scar just below wrist, punctured all the way through from training Malice.
- Gained fangs (second picture) and bone claws after reading the cursed Leitner book "The Boneturner's Tale."
- Permanent Lichtenburg figures on his hands after his first death in Deerington when he died at the hands of a spectre of Darth Sidious.
- A scar made by a lightsaber on his chest when Obi-Wan Kenobi killed him in his third death in Deerington.
- A scar on his right side just before the organic half meets the metal portion left from being stabbed by a Nightmare Steed when he got into a fight with one.
- A ruby stud in his right ear. Reaper pierced his ear when he was in a coma and Maul decided to keep it despite all his fuming when he woke up.
- Got another piercing in his left ear to celebrate being in in the Deer games for two years, creating an industrial piercing in his upper ear. Currently has a space-themed bar right now in it.
- A scar on his head from where Faith mercy-killed him by shooting him in the head with a crossbow after he was being tortured by Willow.
- His eyes have switched to their natural grey-brown color instead of always being Sith-yellow.
- The shadowy, faint mark of permanent handprints can be found on his body thanks to the bonds that he's formed with people. One on his chest, three on his two arms, and one on the left side of his face.

Folkmore Appearance changes include:

-Being able to shapeshift into a spooky black deer. Because of this, he will also sometimes in his normal Zabrak form sometimes sprout antlers (third pic in the middle) and his lower half will transform into the lower half of the black deer, complete with fur, tail, and hard hooves. Basically he's now the world's creepiest and angriest faun.
-He has gotten a pair of snake bites piercings to commemorate the last two years he's spent wandering the multiverse, the first in Trench and the second in Folkmore.

Housing

Maul's windmill house in Cloud Colonies. The Nightsister Morgan Elsbeth lives with him there.

Powers

- Gained fire powers in the March 2024 trials.

Bonds

- An Adoption Slot with Sharon Da Silva

Spoons Purchases

- Cranky the Mankey
- A Welcoming Committee Slot
- Maul's Shuppet
- Adoption Slot for Sharon
- The Darksaber

Inventory is listed below in the comments.
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"This is Darth Maul. Say what you must."

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survivalthroughhate: ([Other 15] Stare)
For anyone curious for the big milestones that have shaped Maul, this is a summary of most of the big events that happened to him in Deerington and Deer Country.

Maul went through three years of long character development in both games. When he arrived in Deerington, he'd just lost pretty much everything. His brother was dead, his mother was dead, his power base shattered, and he'd just watched his home planet get bombed from orbit. He was an angry, embittered mess who was still clinging to the idea of revenge on all those who had wronged him, an idea that helped him cope at first with the monthly horrors visited upon the small town and all its residents. As a LCW for about the first six months of the game, he had to learn how to function in a setting where people weren't used to the way things were done in his home galaxy. He also learned his first valuable lesson in that he couldn't just sow chaos and hurt people and then run away from his problems by fleeing to another planet as he was used to.

He began to slowly and cautiously make friends, though he insisted they were merely allies. Several good friends he made during this time who would last through both iterations of the game would be Usagi Tsukino aka Sailor Moon, Luz Noceda, Vira-Lorr, and Ruby Rose. He opened up a little as the months went by. His first big test came when a boy named Ben Hanscom he'd grown fond of was injured during a series of events that were partially Maul's fault. Ben was more hurt than scared but that didn't matter to the Sith Lord. Enraged, Maul sought to Force Choke the person he held responsible, but Ben begged him to stop. Surprising even himself, he did, the first sign of mercy he ever showed in the game. He tentatively entered a relationship with a man named Reaper (Gabriel Reyes). He also experienced a fair amount of body horror when he was blinded for an extended period of time thanks to evil faeries physically ripping his eyeballs out. Eventually, this handicap would be healed by Sailor Moon. His tough shell completely broke open when his little brother Savage Opress arrived, allowing him to acknowledge their family relationship in a way he'd never been able to back in their own galaxy. After a incident where everyone was stranded in a hotel for an extended period of time, where his relationship with Reaper deepened, he saved the life of a friend (Raleigh Becket) without even thinking about it. That was a first, the instincts that usually made him want to take a life instead allowing him to save one instead.

Alas, any progress he made was halted as he became brainwashed by a specter of his master and went on a killing spree, murdering many Sleepers, maiming others, and shattering the trust he'd built up in a lot of the community. The consequences of this would have repercussions that lasted through the rest of both games. Maul attempted to make some ham-handed efforts at apologies and atonements as the town began to collapse in on itself with limited results. The fact things were starting to get as bad as they could be in their surroundings only exacerbated the echoes hid actions had on everyone. Part of this was because of the cumulative effects dying three times had on him, including leaving him with amnesia, which caused him to miss many key memories. During this time, he further polarized the Sleepers against him as he maimed a young boy, Glitch, taking off his arm and setting a Sleeper who had set himself up as something of a leader, James Ironwood, against him in a public post on the network. This caused everyone to take sides and Maul to stubbornly dig his heels in, lashing out at anyone he felt was persecuting him in what he saw as a witch hunt. The one positive is that he saw those who loyally stuck by him despite the backlash they received as his true friends, allowing him to open up in a more productive fashion than he had up to that point.

Realizing how dangerous he was without his memories, several Jedi including Obi-Wan Kenobi, Qui-Gon Jinn, and Ahsoka Tano convinced him to go into a Mandalorian sarcophagus, basically a holding cell that allowed him to sense the Force but not use it until a sacrifice was made by them to help get his memories back. This was done by him partially as an act of penance and partially to protect the other Sleepers from any more acts of violence he might have wanted to commit against those he saw who were still on Glitch's and Ironwood's side. Once he was able to get his memories back, it returned him to a far less dangerous state.

He left the game magically cursed to feel the pain of anyone he hurt by three witches, John Constantine, Willow, and Luna Lovegood, so that he would cause no more harm by having a restraining bolt on him until he broke it. He was still managed to beat up John for a bit in a temper tantrum when he found out until Obi-Wan stopped that nonsense. He also learned to let go to an extent, as some of his friends opted to return to their universes rather than move onto the next universe. This included Reaper, who confessed he loved Maul before returning to his own universe to take revenge on those who had wronged him, something Maul could more than understand. Fortunately, Reaper would come back when the next game opened.

His progress continued once in the city of Trench as Deer Country started. He was canon-updated to the end of The Clone Wars Season Seven, allowing him to witness what happened next with him in the galaxy. Much to his delight, many of his friends, family, and allies had migrated to the new city. Much to his ire and annoyance, several enemies such as the three aforementioned witches and Anakin Skywalker also did. He continued to work on himself, becoming the longest-running character from his canon to have been in both games, which meant he had a hand in introducing all new ones to the city. He learned there was two distinct timelines that his galaxy was capable of going through in the future, (in meta terms, the canon timeline and the discontinued Legends timeline) not that he would live to see either come to full fruition. He also started a cult, as several native Trenchians saw him as fulfilling a prophecy that someone of great power with one heart of darkness and one heart of light would eventually come to Trench, leading them all into an era of great prosperity and giving them immense power as well. Maul, of course, took to his role as cult leader like a duck to water once his suspicions they weren't going to immediately betray him were confirmed, pleased to have devoted followers who would live and die at his command.

He also learned of his future going all the way up to his death, cementing his choice never to return to his galaxy. All the positives of his life were wrapped up in Trench now, and unlike some, he decided there was no future for him back in his original home. His attempts to do better weren't without backsliding, as he still killed three people during his time there, and the rampage he'd caused in Deerington still continued to have consequences. He broke his curse and caused a bit more chaos. Maul formed deep relationships during this time, with Usagi being cemented as his best friend, finding an adoptive brother in Albert Wesker, marrying Reaper, and acknowledging Obi-Wan Kenobi was not the sole cause of all his misery, allowing him to eventually apologizing to the Jedi for all the pain he'd caused him in his quest for revenge. He also formed close relationships with others from his canon like Luke Skywalker (his favorite Jedi of all time now) and Ezra Bridger, the memories of their future relationship eventually coming to him.

His past deeds eventually caught up to him when Willow became corrupted and turned into her Dark Willow persona. She hunted down Maul as revenge, for he had killed her in a previously brainwashed state. Savage refused to leave his brother's side and was killed. Maul completely lost it and attacked Willow in an insane rage. She zapped him with lightning attacks to torture him until Faith put him out of his misery. He felt immense guilt, shame, and grief at having to watch his little brother die again while he was helpless to stop it. Because of this, when he was revived, he was in a corrupted form; his "Spider Maul" persona that had developed on Lotho Minor. He was insane and his only desire to eat meat. After several people discovered what had happened to him, he was talked down and purified in a ritual to return him to his normal form.

Eventually, he was canon updated one last time to after the short story "The Ghosts of Maul" was set. This meant he learned a very important lesson in his galaxy about how he had to give up on his quest for revenge and let go of some of his pain and anger if he ever wanted to become the most powerful version of himself. Being all but promised this by the Dark Side gave him some good motivation. When he returned to Trench, he'd finally found some chill, and became a much calmer version of himself. This was cemented by his eye color finally changing back to the grey-brown he'd been born with instead of permanently having Sith yellow eyes. He acknowledged that all those who had stuck by him for so long, insisting they could see the good in him, had been right all along. He truly did have the potential to be a better person than he'd been in his own galaxy. No longer was he a Sith Lord who wanted to cause pain and destruction when he lashed out in anger. While he was still on the Dark Side and always would be, for it was a familiar place to him ever since he'd been born, he now used his powers mainly to protect those he loved from the monthly horrors.

When the game ended, he'd become a version of himself that could take responsibility for his actions and mistakes instead of always blaming others. He'd found out he had a knack for teaching and became a mentor to many younger characters in the game, especially those with extraordinary powers of their own. He was someone who could finally acknowledge that what he'd always wanted wasn't power and control but a family who loved him for who he was. Maul finally shook off the ghost of his master in a literal fashion when the specter of Sidious returned, only able to be permanently banished once Maul acknowledged he was no longer afraid of him and that he wasn't the unfeeling assassin he'd been molded into by his master's teachings. He had thoughts, wants, and feelings of his own that he now allowed himself to acknowledge. To symbolically show that he'd forever broken away from being his master's old apprentice, one of his last acts before the game ended was to purify the kyber crystals in his saberstaff. It turned them from the red color that they'd been forcibly bled into by focusing his pain, rage, and hate in them so long ago and left them instead an orange color. When Deer Country ended, he still had a long way to go on the emotional journey of healing himself but the most important steps have already been taken.
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⇓in character⇓

PHYSICAL AFFECTION: He doesn't like it and will respond rather violently if anything is attempted unless you are close CR, in which case he will begrudgingly allow it. He doesn't have healthy reactions to such things.

PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: He's perfectly fine with it. Go right ahead, but if anything goes as permanent as losing a limb (well, let's face it, he already lost half his body), let's talk.

ROMANCE/FLIRTING: You can try, but he's married, so unless your name is Reaper or Obi-Wan, he likely won't respond well if at all.

SEXUAL CONTENT: Probably won't have much given his entire lower half is missing, but hey, one can always get creative...

PSYCHIC ABILITIES: Being a Force-user, Maul can sense things like people's emotions and their whereabouts if he's attuned into their "signature". He's also been trained to sense a person's attacks just before they actually make them. As far as anyone trying to get inside his own head, he's got a lot of defenses up there, but getting past that will reveal someone who is full of anger, hate, and sorrow. He's a deeply unhappy individual.

MAGIC/POWERS: He's got the Force, which is basically the Swiss Army knife of having magical powers, so check his app for specifics on what does and doesn't work in Folkmore. Keep in mind, Maul is actually one of the weaker Force users in canon, but that's pretty much moot when still compared to normal beings.

MEDICAL INFORMATION: He's in the prime of life and is an extremely proficient athlete and warrior. He's missing everything below the waist, which has been replaced by a set of cybernetic prosthetic legs. They have much greater force then a set of normal ones. His eyes used to be a permanent shade known as "Sith yellow" in canon, the mark of a Sith warrior who is enraged, but he's recently gotten to the point where they remain his original eye color of grey-brown unless he becomes enraged again. For specific Zabrak anatomy, they have natural-occurring horns on their heads, which grow rather slowly, and need to be filed down to maintain the appearance the person wants. All Zabraks are tattooed on both face and body within their first year, so Maul's skin is naturally red with the black being the tattoos. They have two hearts, which makes their stamina and oxygen intake much stronger then a normal human being's. They are also natural carnivores with predatory instincts. Finally, they can roar like a big cat when enraged. No, really.

Being a CRAU from two games, he's got a few physical differences that would noticeable beyond just the eye color change. For a full list, look here.

OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS OR TRIGGERS: Child abuse and abandonment. Death of family. And lightning attacks.


⇓out of character⇓

BACKTAGGING: I'm fine with backtagging into infinity, so long as tags come once every couple of weeks. I'm rather busy myself juggling college classes and work. If they dwindle down to one a month or less, I will likely drop the thread.

FOURTH WALLING: Okay! This section is gonna be a bit detailed. Star Wars is probably one of the most referenced canons in history and there's quite a few canons in the games he's been in that have made multiple and detailed references to it. (The Magicians, Supernatural, MCU, Doctor Who, etc.) So I'm fine with people who would've logically seen the movies being like "Oh hey, it's that badass dude who died in the first prequel movie." That being said, Maul's got a rather extensive canon that goes beyond the movies and is covered in the shows and comics. (The Clone Wars, Rebels, Son of Dathomir, the Darth Maul comic series, etc.) Most casual fans would not have heard of these things, so unless your character is confirmed in-canon to be a huge Star Wars nerd (and yes, I will want proof of this), I would prefer for them not to have a Wikipedia-style knowledge of his backstory, history, and personality. If they are in fact a huge nerd, then go right ahead and feel free to blurt out random knowledge. He won't take it well. While he has been made aware of the fact he's a fictional character in some universes on Earth and now understands just how big of a pop culture phenomenon Star Wars is, he doesn't like to talk about it all that much unless someone else brings it up first.

THREADHOPPING: I'm fine with it as long as everyone involved is communicating.

CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR, BUT CAN STILL PLAY: Eye trauma, explicit suicide content (i.e. someone actually kills themselves in the thread.)

CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR AND THAT I CAN'T PLAY: N/A.

ANYTHING ELSE: I'm based in PST and try to get to tags at least twice a week. If it's ever been a little too long, just give me a poke, and I'll try to get at least a reply out at some point during the day.
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★ Character Information ★
Character Name: Darth Maul Reyes
Character Age: 38-ish
Character Species: Dathomirian Zabrak (+ Vileblood blood type from Deer Country) - Dathomirian Zabraks are a species with intense sexual dimorphism. The males have naturally-occurring horns on their head, are extensively tattooed (Maul's skin is naturally red with the black parts being his tattoos), and two hearts, which allows them to have greater stamina and oxygen intake than humans. They also can naturally roar like some species of big cats. Vileblood means he's got putrid green blood that smells a bit like rotting flowers when it's spilled. It gives him the ability to heal when ingesting other people's blood and allows him to purge corruption from someone's body. It also allows him to summon his Omen, a spirit animal named Vengeful Snuzzle that serves as protector and advisor to him.
Current Health: Perfect health from the waist up, perfectly working cybernetics from the waist down.
Outfit: Something similar to this with a black cloak layered on top. He is also wearing a black, sparkly wedding band.

Character Canon: Star Wars
Link to History: "At last we reveal ourselves to the Jedi."
Canon Point: After the short story "The Ghosts of Maul" in Stories of the Jedi and the Sith.
Canon Iteration: CRAU
Canon Iteration Explanation: Maul went through three years of character development. When he arrived in Deerington, he'd just lost pretty much everything. He was an angry, embittered mess who was still clinging to the idea of revenge on all those who had wronged him.

He began to slowly and cautiously make friends, though he insisted they were merely allies. He opened up a little as the months went by. His first big test came when a boy named Ben he'd grown fond of was injured. Enraged, Maul sought to Force Choke the person he held responsible, but Ben begged him to stop. Surprising even himself, he did. He tentatively entered a relationship with a man named Reaper (Gabriel Reyes) and his tough shell broke open when his little brother Savage Opress arrived. After a incident where everyone was stranded in a hotel, where his relationship with Reaper deepened, he saved the life of Raleigh Becket without even thinking about it. That was a first.

Alas, any progress he made was halted as he became brainwashed by a specter of his master and went on a killing spree, hurting many people and shattering the trust he'd built up in a lot of the community. The consequences of this would have repercussions that lasted through the rest of both games. He left the game magically cursed so that he would cause no more harm until he broke it.

His progress continued once in the city of Trench. He kept working on himself. This wasn't without backsliding, as he still killed three people during his time there, and the rampage he'd caused in Deerington had continuous consequences. He broke his curse and caused a bit more chaos. Maul formed deep relationships, with Usagi Tsukino being cemented as his best friend, finding an adoptive brother in Albert Wesker and marrying Reaper.

When the game ended, he'd become a version of himself that could take responsibility for his actions instead of always blaming others, who had become a teacher to many younger characters in the game, and who could finally acknowledge that what he'd always wanted wasn't power and control but a family who loved him for who he was. Maul also finally shook off the ghost of his master. He still has a long way to go on the emotional journey of healing himself but the most important steps have already been taken.


★ Folkmore Roles & Attributes ★

Skills: - A surprisingly good teacher for combat, extraordinary powers of all kinds, and meditation.
- Able to effectively lead groups of people.
- Very flexible to new and unusual circumstances.
- High pain tolerance.
- Skilled at strategies for war and combat.
- Able to repair cybernetics and advanced tech with some degree of skill.
Canon Abilities: Saberstaffs, Force powers, and hand-to-hand combat, oh my!
Role: Familiar
Role Qualities/Attributes: As an echo back to his time in the Deer games, Maul will take on the appearance of a spooky black deer when in animal form. He will also while in his normal Zabrak sometimes sprout antlers and his lower half will transform into the lower half of the black deer, complete with fur, tail, and hard hooves. Basically he's now the world's creepiest and angriest faun.
Role Reasoning: Maul coming right out of canon would be a Myth, there's no doubt about it. He's an angry psychopath who will kill anyone who gets in the way of his revenge against those he feels has wronged him. But this Maul has gone through three years of character development. He's learned that revenge is a hollow thing and never gives him what he wanted. He learned to forgive one main person he wanted revenge against: Obi-Wan Kenobi, after realizing he only targeted him because he couldn't reach his true goal in the form of his master. He learned to no longer be afraid of his master, Darth Sidious, and that he no longer had to be chained mentally by what he became under his horrendous apprenticeship. He learned the lesson that it is better to have friends and family to care about and a significant other to love, with no amount of power able to replace how they make him feel. He's gone along a better path than his canon version ever could and is no longer purely evil, though he does remain on the Dark Side, for it is a comfortable place for him to be in. For this, he's better suited as a Familiar.

★ Personality ★

Please choose one of the follow options for your personality section. Please clarify which option you have picked and, if option 2, which questions you are answering: Option 2!

OPTION 2 QUESTIONS (PICK 4-5) 100-300 WORD LIMIT EACH:

  • What experience challenged your character's core beliefs? How did they handle this or change from it? As far as CRAU goes, meeting Usagi Tsukino aka Sailor Moon had a huge effect on the way Maul saw life. Before then, everyone had always been an enemy or someone to manipulate to get what he wanted. Not Usagi. The moon goddess took one look at this Dark Side warrior and saw he was friend-shaped. Beneath the anger, rage, and psychopathic nature, she could tell there was someone badly damaged, a lonely, broken-down man who wanted friends who could support him but didn't know how to ask for that from the people around him. She staunchly stood by him through thick and thin. Nothing he could do could push her away. Eventually, he began to realize she was right about him. He didn't just have to be evil and cruel, molded into the heartless warrior his master wanted him to be. He could learn to love again, to care about the people around him, and even teach his students to become better versions of themselves. While he backslid a lot, eventually he came to realize Usagi was and always had been right about him. He became a better person and quite a bit of it was due to her unwavering belief in the goodness she could see within him, even at the very start.


  • What is a headcanon (or two) you feel strongly about and that you prefer playing your character with? How is this supported in canon and why do you think it benefits the character's story?
    cw: Mentions of physical and emotional child abuse below

    Something which is hinted at but never directly shown in canon is that Darth Sidious frequently used Force Lightning on Maul as a child. The one instance we see his master use it on him as an adult, he's left begging for mercy, though not in the sense of asking an enemy to stop torturing him. He's asking his master to kill him rather than continue to hurt him anymore, knowing this is just the start of it all. It's easy to infer that this was a scene which happened many times over the course of his life and particularly in his childhood. In those moments, he's no longer a tough, angry Sith Lord who can live through almost anything. He's reduced to being a scared abused child, afraid that the closest thing he has to a father is going to keep hurting him no matter how much he begs him to stop. This helps to establish Maul as someone who was not born evil. He was created through systematic abuse in his childhood, broken down repeatedly by his master until he had no wants, thoughts, or feelings of his own. He was created to be the perfect assassin rather than allowed to be a person of his own. As a small secondary headcanon established from this, I like to think he wears the gloves he does because his hands are covered in permanent Lichtenburg figures, scars that can happen at the direct contact point when a person is struck by lightning, and something he wouldn't want anyone to see.


  • What does your character feel like they struggle with still? Where could they improve? This could be physically, mentally, emotionally, or otherwise. Since Maul is a CRAU, he's done a lot of work on his personality. He's learned that actions have consequences, so if he kills someone or mutilates them by cutting their arm off, there's going to be ripples from that action that he can't just run away from off into his galaxy like he would at home. He's also learned about forgiveness to some extent, able to let go of some of the anger he's held within himself for so long. What he really needs to work on is his social skills. One is to let go of grudges. Due to his code of honor and sense of self, he takes any insults extremely personally no matter how the other person means them. He then will hold onto that grudge until the day he dies. Getting him to let go of that is his next challenge. He also has a very prickly personality and doesn't much care about getting along with others. His abrupt, gruff, and rude personality tends to put off a lot of people. Learning to at least attempt to be a tiny bit nicer and doing things like apologizing to people is a monumental task but one he definitely needs to focus on.


  • What famous folklore, legend, or myth would you associate your character with? Are they literally inspired by Snow White? Do they have similar struggles or energy as Red Riding Hood? So, fun fact, Maul's main voice actor Sam Witwer directly compared Maul to Sisyphus of Greek mythology. Sisyphus was a villainous, cruel king who cheated death a couple of times and was cursed to roll a boulder up a hill for eternity by the gods, only for it to roll back down and crush him just as it got to the top. So it goes with Maul. Maul's a villainous, cruel character who cheats death on multiple occasions but he never gets what he wants for long despite also being somewhat a sympathetic figure. Anytime he comes close to satisfaction or happiness, there is an outside force (the "boulder") usually in the form of Darth Sidious, who takes it away from him again. He finally is reunited with the beloved family he was separated from as a child? They're both dead within six months at the hands of his master. He finally gets revenge on Obi-Wan Kenobi? Darth Sidious comes in, kills his brother, deposes him as ruler of Mandalore, and leaves him to be tortured for months on end. It leaves him more unhappy than he ever starts out as but he also never learns from these lessons either, preventing him from growing out of the behavior that leads him to these circumstances in the first place.


  • What is a time where your character failed drastically at something and how did it impact them, what did they do about it? Darth Maul failed to kill Obi-Wan Kenobi when he was sent to kill the two Jedi protectors of Queen Padmé Amidala when he was still rather young and subsequently lost the duel between the two of them. This one act changed the course of his entire life. Sliced in two and thought to be dead by both the Jedi and his master alike, he was forgotten about. Stranded on a junkyard planet, he was simply too angry to allow himself to die. Instead, he used the Dark Side to continue to live, though the price was a broken body and his sanity. He became fixated even in his madness on the idea of revenge. When at last his mother restored him body and soul, he decided instead of any other course of action, he would get revenge on Kenobi for what he saw as the ruination of his entire life. He cut a swathe of violence, rage, and death through the galaxy to achieve it, leaving many bodies in his wake, most notably Duchess Satine Kryze, Obi-Wan's lady love.


  • ★ Player Information ★
    Player Name: Shade
    Pronouns: She/her
    Are you over 18?: Yep!
    Contact(s): [plurk.com profile] Light_shade or .lightshade on Discord
    Who Invited You?: Here!
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    Writing Samples: TDM thread and Deer Epilogue thread

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    Saw someone else had done this and thought it would be prudent to put up for my fellow Star Wars RPers for clarity's sake! Original done by [personal profile] firstgeneration

    Films
    ✔ Original Trilogy Films
    ✔ Prequel Trilogy Films
    ✔ Sequel Trilogy Films
    ✔ Rogue One
    ✔ Solo

    TV Shows
    Animated
    ✔ The Clone Wars Seasons 1-7
    ✘ Rebels Seasons 1-4
    ✘ The Bad Batch Season 1
    ✘ Tales of the Jedi
    ✘ The Bad Batch Season 2

    Live Action
    ✔ The Mandalorian Season 1
    ✘ The Book of Boba Fett
    ✘ Obi-Wan Kenobi
    ✘ Andor Season 1
    ✘ The Mandalorian Season 2-3

    Games
    ✔/✘ Jedi Fallen Order (still watching the "movie version" on YT)

    Comics
    ✔ Darth Maul (2017) #1-4
    ✔ Age of Republic: Darth Maul
    ✔ Star Wars Adventures (2020) 3 "Tales of Villainy: The Hostage"
    ✔ Son of Dathomir
    ✔ Darth Maul: Death Sentence
    ✔ Darth Maul: Sith Hunters
    ✘ Everything Else

    Books
    ✘ Dark Disciple
    ✔/✘ Stories of Jedi and Sith (currently reading)
    ✔/✘ Myths and Fables [Galaxy's Edge edition] (currently reading)
    ✔ Aftermath
    ✘ Anything High Republic

    Still Canon To Me
    ✔ Clone Wars 2003
    ✔ The Ewok Adventure
    ✔ Ewoks: The Battle for Endor

    Oddballs and Vintage
    ✘ Star Wars Animated Adventures: Ewoks
    ✘ Star Wars: Droids
    ✘ Star Wars: Visions Season 1
    ✘ Anything Legos

    Legends/Expanded Universe
    ✔ Jedi Prince novels
    ✘ Everything Else
    survivalthroughhate: ([TCW 125] Fight until the end)
    deerlyBeloved: Sithalicious

    He's horny and looking for a good time. Despite having found his soulmate, he still loves to torment anyone who bothers to be interested. (The real question here is why are you in the first place?) Sometimes he gets said soulmate to do the same for more added fun at your expense. Don't let the ever-present look of potential murder in his eyes put you off, this Sith Lord definitely knows how to Force Choke you in all the right ways.

    ( Maul | 30-somethingish | Male | Sapient species )

    survivalthroughhate: ([TCW 147] Fractured mind)
    CWs: Disassociation from reality, hallucinations, paranoia, body horror, cannibalism, and monster spiders

    Stage One
    Maul's claws will remain lengthened no matter how much tries to trim them, instead they seem to grow overnight. His teeth also seem to grow sharper though no visible change in length is present. He starts dealing with insomnia a least a few nights a week. His anger is quick to rise even when he tries to keep it under control with things like meditation.

    Stage Two
    The above symptoms as well as paranoia that starts to set in. He becomes overprotective of people that he cares about, convinced that they're going to come to harm if he's not there, and more aggressive with those that he dislikes, thinking that they are all plotting against him. He occasionally seems to lose focus on what he's doing or who he talks to before being able to snap back to attention.

    Stage Three
    His horns begin to lengthen out, and again, nothing he does can shorten them. At this point, the mental symptoms start to become very bad. He starts to disassociate, occasionally thinking he is back in a different period of his life, and not interacting with the people around him in the present as he should, instead seeing them as figures from his past. He also begins to hallucinate, convinced that there are people or creatures in Trench which should definitely not be there (i.e. Darth Sidious.) His overprotectiveness and paranoia will reach fever-pitch and people will actively need to calm him down from these states.

    Stage Four

    This is Maul on the point of teetering right into beasthood. His body has changed and he resembles the spider-like version of himself that Savage first found as on Lotho Minor. He's gone completely insane at this point, though he's not aggressive unless approached first with ill-intent. He's more focused on basic survival, tending to eat carrion or even the occasional person before retreating back into dark areas of the city like the sewers, where he will mutter to himself and continue the disassociation and hallucination symptoms as in Stage Three. He won't recognize anyone who interacts with him at first, though with extreme effort he will eventually begin to understand who they are, and at that point it is a bit easier to talk him down to one of the other stages of corruption.

    Stage Five

    At this point, he transforms into a complete spider monster. Speech is lost to him and animal instincts take over. He becomes far more aggressive and deadly, actively seeking out people to kill and eat. He will particularly go after people he's had negative experiences with in the past, while people he cares about will give him pause before he ultimately strikes. While he is fast and is swift to attack, he also easily loses focus, so distractions can help someone escape his grasp. Death is one way to take him down and probably the most easy, though another good way is to first remind him of himself and his own personality, what makes up Maul at his core, and also remind him of those here who care about him. If he can be held in one spot or cornered and talked down enough, he'll revert back.
    survivalthroughhate: ([TPM 54] Alone)
    ⇓in character⇓

    PHYSICAL AFFECTION: He doesn't like it and will respond rather violently if anything is attempted unless you are close CR. He doesn't have healthy reactions to such things.

    PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: He's perfectly fine with it. Go right ahead, but if anything goes as permanent as losing a limb (well, let's face it, he already lost half his body), let's talk.

    ROMANCE/FLIRTING: You can try, but unless your name is Reaper or Obi-Wan, he likely won't respond well if at all.

    SEXUAL CONTENT: Probably won't have much given his entire lower half is missing, but hey, one can always get creative...

    PSYCHIC ABILITIES: Being a Force-user, Maul can sense things like people's emotions and their whereabouts if he's attuned into their "signature". He's also been trained to sense a person's attacks just before they actually make them. As far as anyone trying to get inside his own head, he's got a lot of defenses up there, but getting past that will reveal someone who is full of anger, hate, and sorrow. He's a deeply unhappy individual.

    MAGIC/POWERS: He's got the Force, which is basically the Swiss Army knife of having magical powers, so check his app for specifics on what does and doesn't work in Deer County. Keep in mind, Maul is actually one of the weaker Force users in canon, but that's pretty much like being the weakest elephant when you're in a room full of human beings.

    MEDICAL INFORMATION: He's in the prime of life and is an extremely proficient athlete and warrior. He's missing everything below the waist, which has been replaced by a set of cybernetic prosthetic legs. They have much greater force then a set of normal ones. His eyes are a permanent shade known as "Sith yellow" in canon, the mark of a Sith warrior who is enraged, but then Maul is always angry in some fashion. For specific Zabrak anatomy, they have natural-occurring horns on their heads, which grow rather slowly, and need to be filed down to maintain the appearance the person wants. All Zabraks are tattooed on both face and body within their first year, so Maul's skin is naturally red with the black being the tattoos. They have two hearts, which makes their stamina and oxygen intake much stronger then a normal human being's. They are also natural carnivores with predatory instincts. Finally, they can roar like a big cat when enraged. No, really.

    OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS OR TRIGGERS: Child abuse and abandonment. Death of family. And lightning attacks.


    ⇓out of character⇓

    BACKTAGGING: I'm fine with backtagging into infinity, so long as tags come once every couple of weeks. If they dwindle down to one a month or less, I will likely drop the thread.

    FOURTH WALLING: Okay! This section is gonna be a bit detailed. Star Wars is probably one of the most referenced canons in history and there's quite a few canons in game that have made multiple and detailed references to it. (The Magicians, Supernatural, MCU, Doctor Who, etc.) So I'm fine with people who would've logically seen the movies being like "Oh hey, it's that badass dude who died in the first prequel movie." That being said, Maul's got a rather extensive canon that goes beyond the movies and is covered in the shows and comics. (The Clone Wars, Rebels, Son of Dathomir, the Darth Maul comic series.) Most casual fans would not have heard of these things, so unless your character is confirmed in-canon to be a huge Star Wars nerd (and yes, I will want proof of this), I would prefer for them not to have a Wikipedia-style knowledge of his backstory, history, and personality. If they are in fact a huge nerd, then go right ahead and feel free to blurt out random knowledge. He won't take it well. While he has been made aware of the fact he's a fictional character in some universes, he doesn't like to talk about it all that much

    THREADHOPPING: I'm fine with it as long as everyone involved is communicating.

    CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR, BUT CAN STILL PLAY: Eye trauma, explicit suicide content (i.e. someone actually kills themself in the thread.)

    CONTENT I ABSOLUTELY NEED WARNINGS FOR AND THAT I CAN'T PLAY: N/A.

    ANYTHING ELSE: I'm based in PST and try to get to tags at least twice a week. If it's ever been a little too long, just give me a poke, and I'll try to get at least a reply out at some point during the day.
    survivalthroughhate: ([TPM 6] On Tatooine Close-up)
    *This is done in Maul's POV and in no particular order. IC they take the form of notes in the journal given in the welcoming bag. Last updated 01/28/22.


    FROM THE GALAXY
    SAVAGE

    "You didn't fail me. You were a good apprentice and an even better brother. I have regretted ever since you died that I never told you that."

    "Don't, brother. We all have regrets, but serving you was never one of mine."

    The person that means the most to me in this insane world and the last member of my family that is still within reach to me. Deerington brought him back to me after I thought I'd lost him forever and I've made sure not to waste the second chance we've both been given, especially now ending up in the reality here after the dream ended. I know many here think I am using him, that he is merely a dumb brute blindly following my every order that I take advantage of, but our relationship is much more complicated than that. He is the first person I ever learned to love again after I thought myself incapable of doing for so long. I trust him implicitly and know he feels the same way about me. I will do whatever it takes in order to ensure he finds lasting happiness here. Perhaps I should find him a mate so he won't be lonely....

    Savage remains a constant with me throughout everything this place will throw at us. I continue to try and train him in the ways of the Sith. His lightsaber skills have much improved though he remains hopeless at meditation. After having the memory of his death being broadcast, I was able to start to mourn his loss for the first time in a way I'd never thought I'd be able to, especially since he was returned to me. That has started to heal an old injury for me. He was recently killed by Willow and I am almost more angry he had a friend betray him by doing such a thing than the death itself, especially after he'd just started to really make an attempt to make them here. No, scratch that, the death still remains the worst part. I failed him again but never again. I will do whatever it takes to keep him safe and to help him find happiness here.

    OBI-WAN KENOBI

    "Obi-Wan has been a constant presence for over half my life. Even when I had nothing else, the thought of him is what kept me alive. I wouldn't rest until I saw him again." The line between hate and love is a thin one with Maul.

    "You are not my shadow anymore." But he may still be Maul's.

    Things have been complicated with Obi-Wan but since when has it ever been anything but between us? After much thought and deliberation, I have had to face some hard truths about the way our lives have always been entangled with one another. I told him in Deerington of how my life ends by his hands and the conversation left both of us feeling shook I am sure. I thought long and hard about what my future dying revelation meant for me. Finally, I was able to admit for the first time to both him and myself that he was not the sole reason for the misery of my life. He has just always been the easier target, incapable as I am of defeating my master on my own. Where do we stand now with each other? I don't know. Nor do I know where we will go from here. But I do know the Force seems determined to have our lives always entwining into each other's and it seems that will continue on here in Trench.

    Things, as usual, have remained complicated between us. I eventually confessed (against my own will I might add!) that I am in love with him. That went about as well as to be expected. He cannot return my feelings after all I have put him through, and while I may be in love with him, I don't want to be with him since I am thoroughly in love with Reaper and wish to spend the rest of my life with my husband. But somehow we have managed to form something like a friendship. I have been there for him as he has slowly lived through more years in the galaxy, first through the Purge and then ten years beyond that. He still remains as handsome as ever through it all. I have been able to ask him if he can continue to support me in my efforts to do better, and after all this time, he was able to say yes. That's quite the accomplishment for both of us.

    ANAKIN SKYWALKER or THAT IDIOT APPRENTICE OF OBI-WAN'S

    "You are a whiny, selfish, petulant boy who thinks he's a man simply because someone handed him a lightsaber and praised him for being strong with the Force. The Jedi should be ashamed to call you one of their own. My own master would have killed me out of shame long ago if I were as pathetic and weak as you."

    This is why I never understood why everyone has been so adamant that he's changed. He needs to be put down permanently. Kill him again and again no matter how many times it takes.

    Still whiny. Still immature. Still having mental breakdowns in public. And still convinced the Dark Side can save the ones that he loves. Moron. I have no idea why the Jedi decided this was the boy destined to become the Chosen One but I have always had severe doubts about their ability to decide anything to begin with. He seems convinced I am unable to change and I am half-tempted sometimes to prove him right just so I would have the opportunity to kill him again. My ire rose up when he recently let a misunderstanding over who had killed the first Sleeper here become a full-blown case of mistaken identity where I was blamed instead of him. And then the whole population seemed to turn out to criticize my methods of getting the Jedi to confess on the network. I just can't win with these people.

    The turning point for us came when I forced a bond between enemies on him so that I could access his power. That backfired spectacularly given how many people actually still like Skywalker. (This is a phenomena which needs to be studied for science.) I let it be broken as a way of atonement once it was made clear to me what I'd actually done, though I still don't feel all that badly it was done to him particular. He wants nothing to do with me any longer. After FINALLY giving him an overdue apology, during which he acted like his usual whiny self, I haven't spoken to him and don't plan to do so at any point in the future.

    LUKE SKYWALKER

    "Your father. He's Anakin Skywalker, yes?" Maul stares hard at Luke. Maybe it's just because all humans tend to look alike to him but still... "You look just like him."

    Luke couldn't help but quietly marvel at the Dark that Maul summoned in his mind, part of him wanting to reach out and touch it. He'd never seen it just... there before. Usually it was overwhelming and oppressive, trying to swallow him whole and leave him lost. Like this, it was almost... tame, nestled almost comfortably in his mind and not at all intrusive.

    Anakin's son from some far-flung time in the future, long after I am dead I am quite sure. Though he doesn't know it, this is the second time I have met him, thanks to the usual kind of trickery this place can pull. Despite his resemblance to his father, he has very little of his personality, thank the Force. Instead, he is kind and compassionate, frankly reminding me more of Obi-Wan in terms of how a Jedi should be. He's worth ten of Anakin, that much is clear.

    After spending a year here together, he and I have grown quite close. I consider him to be like family, for he has stayed firmly by my side and consistently seen the good in me no matter what I have done. That is his great gift and it has helped to make him the finest Jedi I have ever known. (Yes, I play favorites, but why not?) After redeeming his father, I must seem like a far easier project. I have taught him much by becoming his teacher, things that have been lost over the years through the dwindling of the Jedi and Sith, and he has also taught me much by being my student.

    EZRA BRIDGER

    "Ezra Bridger..." Maul murmurs after the name is given out to him. It sounds somewhat familiar, but only in the same way one might have heard it in a dream before. He feels like the Force is nudging him towards this boy, though what the connection is between them, Maul has no idea. He supposes the Force has a plan he just can't see yet, the way it often guides Maul's life.

    "I thought about, um, telling him some things from my version of the future. And I would, if I thought it would get him to actually listen and think things through..."

    A boy from my own galaxy that seems to be from around the same time period Luke is. He is.....interesting and the Force seems to keep drawing me to him. I suspect my future might have been intertwined with his at one point if not recently but he hasn't been one much for talking of such a thing. I shall have to keep an eye on him. He might prove most useful if the need arises.

    When some memories of my future came to me, I finally remembered what part the young Jedi has to play in what is to come. He remains (rightfully) suspicious of me but he needn't worry about any manipulation on my part. Contrary to popular belief, I DO occasionally learn from my past mistakes. While he remains wary of me, we've come to something of an understanding, and primarily Ezra has lately been teaching me the......shall we call them social lessons I missed out on thanks to a childhood of being raised by Sidious. He has extraordinary patience for someone who by all means should want nothing to do with me.

    DARTH IMPERIUS

    Maul's eyes light up with friendly excitement when he hears Talwyn speak up. There's something so relieving in having someone else know exactly what he's talking about. He cares about his friends from the various versions of Earth deeply but sometimes their point-of-view feels so very....small. "Yes. Sometimes it seems like the farther one goes from the center of the galaxy, the stranger the planets become."

    "Why am I not surprised? The Sith of your time sound just as cutthroat as the Sith of my time."

    A Sith Lord of a species I have never encountered before from a time long ago, so far back it is beyond any recorded history of the Sith that I have ever been able to find. Talking with him always makes me acutely aware how foolish the Rule of Two was, for so much knowledge and sources of power have been lost from his time to mine. It is refreshing to have another Sith in the city, though I still won't be surprised if he eventually ends up betraying me in some fashion.

    ANAKIN SOLO

    Maul blinked at hearing Anakin's name and wasn't quite able to disguise the snort of amusement that bubbled up, his lips twitching into a smirk. Really? Luke's sibling had named their child after his dumpster fire of a grandfather? So he said the first thing that popped into his mind. "...........My condolences. Did your parents hate you?"

    He understands that Maul doesn't feel bad about what he did to Anakin Skywalker. But regretting acting like his master is enough to help Anakin let go of his anger. "You know I don't actually hate you, right?"

    Another member of this tangled family tree, Anakin's grandson and Luke's nephew from that sibling he still hasn't told me much about. Despite being here for some time, I'm still not entirely sure what to make of him. He's not much like his namesake grandfather, thank the Force, but I still can't get a good read on his personality or motivations. Sometimes, he seems to be better equipped to deal with a Sith than the Jedi of my era and sometimes he seems to struggle more with such a concept. I suppose time will tell on what becomes clearer when he's in my scope of vision.

    JAINA SOLO

    Maul seems just a touch surprised when he's approached by the young Jedi. But even moreso upon hearing the person she was asking after. "You're kin to one of those nuisances in this town? Which one?" That says pretty much all that one needs to know about the opinion Maul holds of both the elder and younger Anakins.

    Perhaps the more important question here is how many people from this singular family are going to be drawn into this city. Maul is going to sit down and write down all of them when he gets the chance just so he can keep them all straight.

    "That's a natural consequence of using the Force to get what you want. When people get in your way, you have to remove them and by force if necessary."

    "That's not what we're supposed to use the Force for. We're supposed to use it to help people."

    Another Jedi from far-flung in the future. She's Anakin's sister. We have not interacted much but there is good in her, that much I can already tell. The Jedi of the future tend to make me less cynical from those of my time. Apparently, Luke did well to rebuild the Order the way he did.

    KYLO REN

    "How wonderful for you, becoming the leader of a bunch of rabble. What do you want for that accomplishment? Applause?" Kylo doesn't seem like a young man but he's got the temper of a teenager. Maul can't help but want to poke the reek a bit and see how far he can rile the Knight of Ren up.

    Kylo listens, his reaction settled for the time being. "That might be the first thing that you've said that I agree with. My first teacher tried to rebuild the Jedi, but he wanted to keep everything the same as it had been, seemed to believe that it would all turn out differently." Luke hadn't been prepared, for his own nephew. He'd been so afraid of the darkness. "All I strive to do is cast aside the old ways and create a new order for the galaxy. Only then can we bring about 'balance'." He's almost too surprised by this sudden turn in things to remember to be annoyed that Maul hadn't risen to his bait.

    An arrogant upstart who is the leader of the Knights of Ren in his time. He's strong in the ways of the Force but he lacks the skills that would give him refinement. His temper might be the only one that is worse off than my own here in Trench, for it is easy to bring it to the forefront when I talk with him. Still, there is potential in him to learn if he can put aside some of the worst of his emotions. I can feel a duality in him, something that is filled with both light and dark. How strange.

    REY

    When the girl appears, Maul plans on answering, but the jolt he feels through the Force is enough to make him go silent as he stares at her with unblinking golden eyes. She's Force-sensitive, he can sense that plainly enough, but there's more to it than that. She feels.....familiar, almost, as if the Force is nudging him towards her with a whisper of 'She's an important connection.' He waits for a moment to see if any clarity will come from that feeling but nothing concrete comes.

    "A lot of people pass through Jakku. I've met Zabraks from Iridonia and I've never seen one that looked like you. But I know stories about Dathomir and the witches there." She'd always liked stories like that. Anything that was exotic and different, which was just about everything when you lived on Jakku.

    A Jedi from the far future, as often arrives in this place, but this one is.....different. I can't quite put my finger on how but there's an odd sensation in the Force whenever I get near her. It as if the Force is trying to nudge me towards her for some reason or another. Within her there is darkness, unusual for a Jedi, and rather like the torment I can feel in that Knight of Ren as well.

    DEERINGTON SLEEPERS
    MICHAEL

    Even before all that, though, I wasn't exactly a popular guy. I think people thought I was sort of a dork.

    ..........Michael, if you haven't realized that fact about yourself by now, I fear there is no hope for you whatsoever.

    Michael is a demon, though one would hardly know it just looking at him. Though after talking with him for five minutes, one would definitely get the sense that he's anything but human. He's one of the many here who have helped me go down a better path. Having a completely different mindset than human beings or most sentient creatures for that matter means that he understands me when I don't always immediately have a sense of empathy or a conscience towards those that I have wronged. Despite attacking him when brainwashed, he hasn't held it against me, instead still seeing me as a friend.

    REAPER (GABRIEL)

    There's a slightly softer look on his face than Maul is warranted to have with just about anyone else in Deerington. Much as he hates to admit it, something in him needs this strange, growling old murderous man who had somehow wormed his way into whatever remained of Maul's hearts. He didn't like to think about it too much, afraid as he always was that if he cared for someone, they would eventually be taken away from him.

    "Because it reveals a part of who you are that otherwise would remain hidden," he said, reaching out with blackened dead-looking fingers, seeking to grasp Maul by the arm to ground him. "It's beautiful and raw." And because he decided he needed something to shock Maul with, he added, "like you are."

    Where do I begin with Reaper? Well, for starters, I never thought that I would ever be in a healthy relationship with anyone for over a year now. We grew extremely close over the time we spent in Deerington together and I trust him the way I do with few other Sleepers. He understands me and always encourages me to be true to myself, no matter how that means others will perceive me. I had resigned myself to the fact he was going to go back to his own world and complete his revenge after the town collapsed, leaving me to follow my own path. It was a shock when he told me he loved me, a sentiment I could not reply with...

    ....Only for us both to end up here in Trench. I'm ready to pick up immediately where we left off in the most solid and steady romantic relationship I've ever had in my life. We'll watch each other's backs and take on everyone else if we have to. Perhaps I can even find the words to tell him that I've grown to love him too.

    Much has happened since I last wrote about us. After he died, I was finally able to confess my love for him, a daunting prospect for someone like me. Things remained good with us until I realized I also loved Obi-Wan, something that caused a couple of horrible fights between us and ultimately led to us breaking up. But I still cared about him deeply, and when he went on a blood-crazed rampage, I knew I had to stop him. I was successful, partially because of showing how much I still loved him, and we got back together. Recently, there was a month where we weren't quite in our right minds, and thought that getting married sounded like a good idea to solidify how much we meant to one another. We did so and also formed a lovers' blood bond between us. When the haze lifted from our minds, we decided it had still been the right decision for us. So now I find myself married and possessing a husband. This might be the oddest turn of events that has ever happened to me here in this place. But I don't regret it one bit. I wish to spend the rest of my life with him, I know that now.

    NEOPOLITAN "NEO"

    See, this is why Maul and Neo get along. She gets him and the way his mind works.

    Being brutally honest, most people want easy answers. You're an "easy answer" when they are looking for a violent person who might have done aa thing. So am I, though, but they forget that because I'm cute and short.

    Neopolitan, who bears an uncanny resemblance to ice cream by the same name, is another good friend of mine. Completely silent, she has never spoken a word to me but often makes herself known. She's a good fighter and has no qualms about killing someone to get the job done. On a more personal note, she also knows all about becoming obsessed with the idea of revenge when it comes someone who has personally wronged her, given her history with Ruby. Previously, I didn't understand when she told me how detrimental such actions could be to the person seeking revenge. Now, I think I do.

    Usagi Tsukino

    It is not an easy path, no. But you are not alone. Even if you take a wrong step, and slip, I will hold onto you. Even if you misplace your hand, mine will be right there for you to hold onto. And there are others who would do the same for you. You are never going to be alone in this, Maul. We cannot walk your path for you. But we can help along the way when you stumble. [...] "You mean a lot to me. I love you very much."

    There's a long pause and he almost doesn't answer back. When he does, it's mumbled and the words all seem to run together in a single long breath. But says it he does. "Iloveyoutoo." He's got too many people in this damn town that are making him go soft and Usagi is at the top of that list.

    One of my dearest friends in this place, a phrase I would have never even been able to say a year and a half ago. She is beautiful, kind, compassionate, powerful, and loyal, always believing in the best in me even when I don't believe in myself anymore. Usagi has been my strongest advocate in thinking that I can become a better person. Being full of light, the gentle kind that comes from the moon instead of the harshness of the sun, she has shown me I don't need to fear the light but can instead turn to it for comfort and strength. She assured me that despite the change we would undergo in coming to this place, we would find each other again. As usual, she was right.

    She continues to support me through everything I have gone here. No matter how often I falter or make mistakes, she is always there to nudge me back onto the correct path. Granted, it is not always done softly or gently because light can be just as firm as the darkness in helping someone, but that is something I often need as well. She has been right about me the entire time, especially thinking that I could do good instead of just being evil. I try not to take advantage of her good nature and show her the same sort of support that she does to me on the rare occasion she needs it. Despite being so strong, there are still moments where she needs to have time to weep and still be vulnerable herself. During those moments, I will be a rock for her and shelter her from the turmoil she experiences.

    VIRA-LORR

    "You did well, Maul. Not simply today, but in general. You've done well here. For all the difficult points, it's been good to fight beside you." Somehow? She felt like that needed to be said.

    Maul straightened up tall when Vira-Lorr complimented on all he'd done here in Deerington. Despite what everyone else thought, he had tried in his own way to do better, to not simply be the monster that went around scaring people and killing them all the time. He usually doesn't believe that he's succeeded at all, so to hear that he's done well from someone he respects is something his younger self used to dream about. He gave her a deep bow. "You have been a good ally to fight with....and a good friend."

    One of those who had been in Deerington practically since the first group of Sleepers arrived in Deerington, she often took a proactive role in the town, being the leader of F.E.A.R. and also often providing information those who had just arrived might otherwise not know of. She also had the misfortune and dubious honor to die the most times out of any Sleeper. Often full of good advice for me that I don't always take, given her wisdom out of the amount of years that she has lived, it appears she's taking Trench as a well-deserved opportunity to pull back from all the hard work she's done over the years.

    She's done a good job of balancing out not taking as active a role as she did in Deerington while also being able to learn much about this place as she survives it. Indeed, Vira-Lorr is probably one of those that is the least-fazed by what the Pthumerians continuously put us through. I suppose it is hard to top having one's head cut off and then having it remain as such for months on end. Strange to think that we are now some of among those who have been here the longest and can still remember Deerington as well.

    ARIADNE "AIRY"

    Her bewilderment is so genuine that he knows it's no act to try and throw him off to the fact she's a clone or some body double. No, she truly has never been in space before, moving among the stars in a ship. It makes him relax just a little. He needs nothing from the past haunting him here.

    Ariadne pulled her hand back. But not quickly, and she didn't allow herself to flinch. If Maul was going to behave like an animal, she knew how to deal with animals. She'd grown up in a rain forest. And the last thing you ever did with a wild animal, especially a wounded one, was show fear. Deference. Vulnerability.

    So she growled right back at him.

    A woman who looks so shockingly like Senator Amidala from Naboo that even I mistook her at first, assuming she either had to be the former queen or one of her lookalike bodyguards. As it turns out, she is from a completely different universe, one where they have yet to even travel to the stars. Still, despite coming from a primitive place, she has a great measure of kindness within her. She seems just know how to handle me when I am in one of my more furious moods.

    I can now say with certainty that we have become friends. She has her small quirks regarding her plants, something I enjoy, much as I also do the things that mark her as being something other than human. It's an odd position to be in for the two of us have almost nothing in common, Ariadne with her love of plants and kindness while I am full of nothing but rage and old pain. But still she seems to care for me a great deal and is one of those here to mention to me I indeed possess a pair of hearts even if others don't always believe that.

    WILLOW

    "You, on the other hand, have now gained my interest." His eyes glint in a malicious manner, all full of anger, hate, and rage. "What an unfortunate state for you to be in." Willow had deliberately put herself in his sights and she was going to end up paying the price. Maybe not right this moment, but soon enough, Maul would come for her, oh yes.

    "He sounds, um. Pretty unpredictable in some ways, and really predictable in others, and I'm not really sure which is worse, honestly."

    One of the three witches that cursed me. While I was ambivalent to her presence at first, the fact she sought to chastise me and try to block my attempts to do harm angered me enough to tear down her home while in a fit of rage when she was dead and I couldn't take out my anger on her personally. She managed to talk me into a truce for the remaining period of time I was in Deerington, but now that it is over because we are here in Trench, I shall have to see if I feel like making her life far more miserable than it has been.

    I eventually ended up killing her, though I was not in my right mind when I did so. We regarded each other with a wariness after that. I knew such a thing might have consequences but I never imagined the cost that I would be forced to pay. She killed my brother! For that, I will never forgive her, not ever. She could die twenty times over by my hand and I still will hold my anger towards her close my hearts. But I will not go after her again, not if the price I must pay will be Savage. Besides, it was not entirely her fault. For that, I look towards the one behind everything: the Emperor. As I have learned, sometimes you don't always blame the person who does something to you. You look for the one who is actually behind everything and take your revenge upon them instead.

    WESKER

    Maul nods slowly along to what everything Wesker was saying in a very approving manner. People like this were the reason Maul knows he has to keep the allies and friends he already has. It might be a new start for him here but he's sure there are those that won't be so quick to forget or forgive. He'll need people to be in his corner when he inevitably messes up or gets used as a handy scapegoat by the residents here.

    He motions for one of the Wakers to come over. They have a robe ready for Wesker. Maul steps back to allow him to take it, kneeling in the sand again, making the words a little smaller. 'I'll watch your back if you watch mine.'

    "I owed - owe you that much and more, for the good turn you rendered me in a life-threatening situation and for what we saw and experienced. The town, or rather the powers in it made sport of us, but you deserved a fair hearing from those who were quick to judge and slow to consider all angles," he says. Dryly, he adds, "And I suspect this place will present more of the same. Though perhaps the ones quick to judge will learn not to fear dirtying their hands in order to survive."

    A strange man who is well-acquainted with the Darkness that is within myself and many others here. He has a mistrust of too much organization, though whether this just extends to government or everything in general is something I still need to ask him. I saved his life a few times in Deerington and by now we have enough trust in one another to consider ourselves allies. With how the Sleepers like to shun those who don't fit their little boxes of what a perfect "good person" should be, we definitely need each other to stand against the rest.

    The two of us have grown much closer in our time here together, surviving many perilous situations. Alas, I encountered him after the blood-crazed zealots had gotten ahold of him. There was no hope for his survival and so I mercy-killed him, one of the few times killing someone hasn't felt good to me, something my friends have told me is a good step to be taking on my journey. After some discussion late on, we formed a blood bond of family as brothers. I will stand by his side now no matter what happens or what he might end up doing.

    LANCE

    It's probably in Lance's best chances of survival just to nod his head and agree with the clearly homicidal lunatic no matter what he says. [...] Luckily for Lance, he does have enough sense built up from his time in Deerington and dangerous situations even before that to do exactly that. He nods, even placing his hand to his chin in the pose of a thoughtful listener.

    "Not gonna lie, of all the answers I expected, that was not even on the runner up list." Who would guess that Darth Maul was so self aware and so open about his own self loathing?

    Another one of the many idiots that resided in Deerington, I met him when I wasn't quite myself. (But what else about that town was new?) He managed to survive the first encounter with me intact which says something about his self-preservation skills. He ended up being the last person I killed in town, snapping his neck to give him a mercy kill rather than be eaten by cannibals. I could have intervened, of course, but why bother when all anyone ever does is yell at me when I try to take initiative?

    He recently killed Reaper, an unforgivable act which led me to try and get revenge. It went about as well as all attempts I have ever made at getting revenge have got, though not for lack of trying. We fought for three days until I finally had to concede I wouldn't be able to kill, our power sets too evenly matched. But I will not forget or forgive him for killing someone I love so dearly.

    And yet somehow our strange relationship has continued to morph and change in the time we have been here together. While my rage towards him remains steady, that is not all I feel towards him anymore. We're not quite friends but not quite enemies any longer. I find myself able to tolerate his presence more often than not unless he is doing something extremely foolish. Unfortunately, foolish behavior from him seems to be a consistent trait. He is also a perfect target for the past-time of trolling, something that I take delight in often doing to him.

    RUBY ROSE

    What sort of weird little hobo is this girl? The food here didn't cost anything and yet she still felt the need to scavenge like a hungry Jawa? He was ready to just shoo her out the door with a broom until she mentions his lightsaber.

    He blinks in confusion. Most people who see him on the verge of igniting his lightsaber tend to not want to see it. Yet this girl seems excited by the prospect. It's a little intriguing if only for being a change of pace.

    Gosh darnit, this sounds so much like Maul. THEY JUST GOT HERE, MAUL.

    A young warrior who has overcome a lot of hardship in her life. Despite all this, she still has an amazingly optimistic personality, though sometimes I think she's smiling through the pain much as Obi-Wan does. She is one of those who keeps insisting there is good in me and has been doing so since the moment she met me. She's got an amazing and uncanny sense of both weaponry, which she can both wield and create. She also has very good personal style because one cannot ever go wrong with a red-and-black color scheme. I am fortunate to have a friend like her on my side.

    It has been interesting to watch her grow and change during the time she has been here, going from a small, crazy, loud, and impulsive teenager into a beautiful young lady who is still crazy, loud, and impulsive. She is another who has managed to still believe in me despite the many times I have backslid and it has been gratifying to show her that faith was not misplaced as I have finally begun to do better. The one sticking point is her significant other Ange. I don't know what she sees in her. But then nobody's perfect.

    PAIMON (AND HIS HOST PETER)

    "You seek control, whatever it is you are, and someone to guide you. There are precious few here who will know how to do that. But I can offer it." Like the devil out of a Faustian legend, Maul was here tempting Paimon with what he thought he wanted. Of course, in those legends, it usually was a devil tempting a mortal, not another demon, but the same principle still applied. Maul saw a vulnerable soul he connect with and manipulate. Power is what he saw and power is what he sensed in this creature.

    ...Then there's the other thing within him who knows exactly where he's at, because he's the one who intentionally came here. This is the Magical Place, and he sees the man beside him as... something belonging here. A creature of the forest, perhaps, and something deserving a deep respect. Paimon isn't afraid of him, but intrigued, and that sensation only grows when he feels that pressure reaching out to him. He's highly sensitive to energy, and though it's only a vague form of it, it's enough to get his attention.

    His own energy blossoms a bit, opens up and reaches back out to meet that inky black greeting his mind. It's meant to be tentative, cautious, but it's impossible for Paimon to keep contained; there's suddenly a flash of it leaking out to the man — the demon's presence buzzing like insect wings and bright white-gold and too many sounds. A cacophonous flood, painful for most to witness — not a darkness, but a brightness. It only lasts for a few seconds before it shuts off abruptly, chittering nervously as though it's frightened itself.

    One glance at him tells him which one is in control right now. But rather than do anything to terrify Peter, he just sort-of absentmindedly pats him on the head in a manner reminiscent of someone showing affection to a pet they haven't seen in a while. He's almost being nice, for whatever given value of nice Maul can even get. "Oh hello there, useless creature."

    "It's not problem." That awkward moment when you mean to say 'no problem' and 'not a problem' and mess up your words. "—A." He quickly adds the missing word. Peter...... just stop talking.

    A powerful demon who sees me as something of a mentor and elder demon, a fallacy I have yet to correct him on. Once lost like a scared little shaak, he's grown in both power and confidence since I first met him. I have tried to give him guidance on how to progress in his strength and he seems to have taken the lessons to heart. There has been one wrinkle to my plans I have had to adjust for and that is his teenage host Peter. While very much a useless creature, his nervous nature and desire to please around me out of sheer terror could have its uses if they are channeled in the proper direction. The two of them seem to be melting into one another more in this new town and it is a little hard to tell where one begins and the other stops. This could be beneficial if they can combine their minds, a feat that is no easy task for them to achieve.

    Amazingly enough, while I continue to mentor the demon and his fragile host, it is Peter who I have learned the most about being here. No longer is he just the weak host body for a much stronger entity but he has worth in his own right. He is very empathetic, something I didn't quite understand before and saw as a weakness. But now I see the value in being able to understand others in such a way. His ability to be able to see me for myself and understand my emotions has become something I am quite interested in. He has been able to give me a new understanding of how my mind works, telling me it's alright to be angry all the time and not want to change that part of myself. I am grateful to him for that and finally understand his nervous nature comes from him going the opposite route to survive the abusive childhood he underwent. I shall continue to try and mentor he and Paimon together as best I can in return for the kindness he has shown me.

    LUZ

    There's something about Luz that Maul can't fight against. Like Ben, she had the tendency to both cut through his bullshit and see the good inside of him even when Maul himself couldn't do that.

    "Darth Maul. I'm not going to tell you how to live. In the end, I know I'm some kid from a world you don't know. But I've always thought you're more than just someone's weapon. I think all of us are more than what we think we are. Why else would we be here?"

    A good and kind teenager, much more so than some of the mouthy little impudent ones around here. I've never felt the desire to Force Choke her the way I have with so many people here. She has the ability to see much within and cut through all the walls that I put up around me. I know I hurt her quite a bit when I killed Margot but she hasn't written me off as an irredeemable monster yet, so she must have given me a second chance. I intend not to waste it.

    Of all those who have remained as they are instead of changing due to this place wearing them down, it is good to see Luz has remained very much static in personality. Despite the horrors she has gone through and continues to undergo, her kindness and sweet nature have remained the same. Recently, she has gotten a girlfriend, the bookseller Lexi. It is heartening to see her have some happiness even in such a place as this.

    LUNA

    Despite his distaste for Luna that borders on outright hatred, Maul can't help but chuckle at Paimon's assurance that Luna must be kept safe. "Oh, I don't think that one is in any danger from anyone soon." After all, she'd gone up against Maul several times now and won by a clear margin against the Sith Lord every time.

    "You said yourself you'd destroy anyone who gets in your path. So here I am, in your path." And she does not destroy easy. She might have cursed him with the help of others, but he's not seen her magic on its own.

    A powerful young witch I am in a feud with. She was one of the three that cursed me, and frankly, she has far more for me to be wary of in terms of power than the other two have. She is extremely protective of the demon Paimon and by extension Peter, which means I shall have to watch myself around the two of them, since everything will get back to her eventually. Her one large mistake is that she sees me as little more than some sort of dumb animal and that shall be to her downfall one of these days.

    OSCAR

    The fact Oscar returns the gaze gives him some points in Maul's mind. He's tougher than he looks and what he looks like to Maul is just slightly above a creampuff on the toughness scale.

    ".......Do you believe me?" There is a very piercing way he asks the question and then looks at Oscar with those unblinking eyes, like all he cares about in that moment is this specific answer.

    "I do." Spoken without hesitation. Oscar met that unblinking gaze without flinching, understanding exactly how important this was. "We don't know each other well... But you've been nothing if not completely honest. A person with your skill has no reason to bluff or lie."

    A strange boy but in a good way even if he has all the threatening nature of a powder puff. Very wise for one so young, a talent that seems to be innate rather than anything learned. Despite possessing Glitch as a friend, which shows there's no accounting for taste with some people, he's got a kind streak in him. He seems have befriended me somehow and doesn't have much judgment for that things that I have done. For this, I am grateful to him if also confused as to how he can do this when so many others can't.

    MANABU

    "Fair? Since when is life fair? If you are still under that delusion, I am afraid you are going to be sorely disappointed."

    "Wuh--" Indignant: "I, I know that! Everyone knows that! But it's not like making things worse for others makes anything better...! Fairness is something you cultivate, not something that just is...!"

    An idealistic sort who has done me a good turn a time or two, such as providing my brother and I with food or aide when this place puts us through all sorts of trials. I do think he is too naïve in the way of how the world actually works but that is a lesson he shall have to learn eventually living in this place. Though given it has been a full year and it has yet to sink in, perhaps it never will.

    VYNG

    He feels connected to all things and is beginning to think Vyng really knows what he's talking about. "You know, you're one of the only people here who know how to meditate properly." Then Vyng goes and asks.....that. Maul growls without opening his eyes. "I take it back. You're a fruitcake."

    "'The Force'? You mean, like...spiritual energy?"

    Maul looks surprised, a marked departure from his usual stoic expression. Most people don't hit the nail right on the head when he starts talking about the Force. "Well, yes. That's exactly what it is."

    A magic user who I am still becoming acquainted with. Despite both of us having survived Deerington and now being here in Trench, I do not speak to him often. But even acting the part of a fool some of the time, he is far smarter and more perceptive than he lets on. He was the first and still one of those that have a better understanding of the Force while not being Force-sensitive themselves. While I get the sense he does not approve of the path of the Sith I have taken, he has not also outright condemned me for it the way so many here have.

    The two of us have continued to learn about one another. Vyng is one of the few here that can feel the crystals of my saberstaff in a way that means he can feel the pain and agony they are in as they bleed. I know he would prefer I purify them but I am just not ready to take that step. It is gratifying to have someone understand both the Force and magick, someone I'm not constantly having to explain it all to and who instead already has an innate understanding of what I mean. I feel as we grow closer he might be able to help me find the balance I've so long denied myself, the kind I often feel when surrounded by nature.

    KATHERINE

    "Just because you were made to be a weapon doesn't mean you're not allowed to have feelings."

    JSYK!!

    If he was made to be a killer and nothing more, then his master did a very poor job when he chose to allow him to have feelings and his own thoughts. But Katherine understands it, in a way. She had to make herself a weapon in order to survive five hundred years. It doesn't mean that's the only way to live...and by how maul sounds, maybe he's growing out of his weapon-shaped box.

    "Tell that to my master. He just had me kill over and over again until I was as unfeeling as the saberstaff that I wielded. It gets easier the longer you do it and I did it far too much from the time I was a young teenager." He feels Katherine will understand that last part quite well. She seems like a survivor from what Maul has seen, someone who will do whatever it takes to stay alive. Perhaps she could have ended up staying alive if someone cut her in half as well.

    A strange and mysterious woman who is far older than she actually looks. I think she shall go into the category of "somewhat human" where I have also put Reaper and Wesker in my mind, given her apparent form of immortality and possible other things she may be able to do. I'm not sure of her intentions with me but I see certain similarities between us the few times we have talked.

    RITSUKA

    "Unfortunately, this place has decided to be cruel to both of us." Maul squinted at the catboy's form. "Unless you are only an illusion as I suspect you might be." It wouldn't be beyond this place to bring him a figure from the past in order to torment him.

    "I'm not an illusion," he hissed, his ears pressed back against his head. He didn't trust Maul not to suddenly grab him by the throat and start choking... again.

    "And I wouldn't waste the mental energy to hallucinate about you, so we're both clearly real and, unfortunately, alive." He moved to stand up, wobbling on newly remade legs. He was so skinny, too skinny, honestly. Every ounce of him was thin.

    Ah, my young nemesis from Deerington has made a reappearance in this town at last. I had begun to think I'd seen the last of him but apparently not. I felt him the moment the bond between us crackled back to life. Having him here shall test my self-control greatly, for that desire for power still is quite strong inside of me, and I know he can provide it for me. But I have also changed since we last saw one another and so I know that is not all I can look at him and see any longer. I remember what I learned about his past in Deerington and he's not just a tool any longer. I suppose my relationship with the catboy boils down to still clinging to who I was versus trying to stay on the path of who I've started to become.

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    NEW SLEEPERS
    SNOW WHITE

    Mostly, though, he was still trying to process Snow's entire being. He'd never met anyone quite like her, not even with all the cheery, sunshiney types he'd met over the course of his time in the dream town and now the real world. Someone who was just so effortlessly effervescent and who could charm the animals around her. She looked like maybe the twittery little birds all perched nearby had helped her to get ready that morning. Right now, he wasn't considering anything to be too far-fetched.

    "But hopefully, now, you can be allowed to be happier! That's what I truly believe. After all, if they are not here, then in a way, by making sure I'm happy and going on with my life, I'm doing what they would like least!" she smiled. "Not that I wish to be so unkind to my stepmother. I think she has a deep sadness in her, which is why she acts the way she does. No one is born cruel, after all."

    A very beautiful soul both inside and out, she can charm even the most ferocious creatures in this place and apparently communicate with them as well as easily as she talks to the people in this city. Despite surviving a horrific childhood with a stepmother that makes what my master did look like good parenting, she has kept her optimism and kindness alive. It has given me much to think about, that perhaps I won't always need to be defined by my trauma, and can grow past all that I have been through someday.

    She and I remain good friends. With her inability to see the bad in anyone, it has given me good motivation to continue on my quest to become a better person, since she has utter faith that I can do so. Recently, she got into a relationship with Rose here, and I couldn't be more delighted. She deserves every bit of happiness she can find in this place. There is not much I can do in exchange for all the kindness she has shown me but I will protect her with my very life if need be.

    ANOTHER IDIOT

    "I gave him a warning to stop his foolish actions but instead he wanted to fight. He'll be back soon enough. Maybe he will learn a lesson from this on insulting people simply because he is full of ignorant ideas on how people should act according to something as insignificant as gender."

    "Wait- I've heard about you. You're the real horn dog, Maul, right? Dude the chick who told me about you gave you no credit at all. She made you sound like a total fairy that paints his nails and does other weird prissy shit. You look way more badass than that." Johnny was doing his best to balance complimenting Maul for looking like a badass and insult him for making fashion choices that weren't weren't to his liking and failing absolutely miserably.

    Well, I had to break my streak of non-malicious deaths at some point. It might as well have been with this idiot. He has clearly learned nothing from being murdered. I wonder how many more times he will end up a squid by my hands before he finally learns the lesson of holding such ignorant ideass about women. A shame Ahsoka isn't here, I would love to see the Jedi put him in his place. At least there are still plenty of women in this town who can still happily beat him up.

    I've discovered it. It's astounding. A person literally too stupid for me to continue to hate. But here he is. A true moron, so entrenched in his idiocy I can't continue to be mad at him for what he's done and continues to do. This is a first for me and it shall be interesting to see how he continues to learn (or not learn a thing as the case may be).

    LUCA

    "I warned you I was a monster. You shouldn't be this surprised."

    "I know what you said. I guess I just didn't know what you meant."

    A young boy here who only looks human part of the time. He's actually a sea-monster, though that part of his appearance only comes out when he gets wet. I don't mind, it's nice to have more non-humans in the city. Despite being here for so long, he still has yet to lose that childlike innocence some of the younger residents here possess. I hope to protect him from that fate, though his association with Reaper and I may cause him to lose it all the same.

    THE EMPEROR OF THE UNIVERSE (OR WHATEVER OTHER TITLE HE WANTS TO CALL HIMSELF)

    "I should have known you would have the title of Emperor." People with that title are just not to be trusted, that's just a big old NOPE in Maul's book. "If you're as powerful as you claim, frankly, I'm disappointed. Just another petty little man with delusions of grandeur who can't take it when he reaps what he sows."

    "You sure you can't just relay a message that he was very scary and hurt me very much, and now we're good?" It'd be more convincing if he didn't say it in the tone you'd give a coffee order.

    Out of all the people I hate most in this Force-forsaken city, he is at the top of the list. He claims to be a god but unfortunately only has the mentality of a mortal man, which meant when he severely messed with this place and hurt people his only reasoning was to then double down on everything he'd already done. Just another petty fool who thinks he can somehow outsmart the beings that are keeping us here. Thanks to him, my brother was killed, and for that I wanted him to hurt. I will admit his powers are formidable and I was far out of my league attempting my own revenge, so D and Reaper both took it for me. He can do what he wants....for now. But if anyone I love ends up hurt because of him again, I'll find a way to hurt him so badly he'll never want to come out of the sea again, even if it makes making a pact with one of the Pthumerians.

    SHARON DA SILVA

    "I know most people would be horrified to hear you did such a thing, tell you that it was wrong and you should have 'risen above it' or some such nonsense. But I am not one of them. They hurt you, an innocent, very badly and so they suffered the consequences of their actions. People like that cannot keep letting their evil trample over the mind and body of a young child forever. Eventually, it will turn back on them tormentors and they will be forced to pay the price."

    The quiet, dark part of her that she keeps under wraps had hoped to see a hint of fear in his eyes as she told her story. Instead, she got understanding. The only person she knew in the world to accept her as she was, horror and all, was Rose so Maul's reaction stuns her. He was right. Anyone who would have expected her to just be the bigger, better person after that weren't people she truly wanted to associate with—let alone help her with her powers. [...]

    "If you'd reacted any other way to what I'd told you, I don't think I'd have wanted you to help me." He understands. He understands. He understands. She never knew how much that mattered until then. "I never really expected anyone to... to get it, you know? My mom's the only one who has ever understood, who has never judged me for any of it. Of course I'd like your help." As if there could be no doubt now.

    Rose's daughter, a young lady of much anger, pain, and hurt. Her situation is complicated but it boils down to once again having monstrous adults abuse the children under their care instead of showing them compassion and love as they should have been doing all along. Much like Snow, she is one of the few here who I can say suffered far worse than me in their childhood. Fortunately, she at least got a second chance to have a better life in the form of her adoptive parents, though the mystical powers that allowed her to take revenge on her tormentors remained. I have been training her on how to use them better, for the two of us completely understand one another, including that need to hold onto anger close instead of letting it go. We understand each other quite well and I have learned much teaching her just as she has learned from me.

    ROSE DAWSON

    Yes, I recommend on seizing the moment. With how uncertain this place is, you will regret it later on if you don't at least try when the opportunity presents itself.

    "Yes. This place has become a second chance for me in so many ways. I don't intend to waste it."

    The fangs don't bother her one bit. In fact, she's glad he felt comfortable enough to smile. "As it is for me. If I may? Perhaps we can look in on one another to make sure we're doing well here?"

    A young lady of good manners and a very sweet temperament, I've been able to talk with her quite a bit and never end up getting angry with her, a feat unto itself where my temper is concerned. I recently learned that she is the person Snow White was courting and accepted her, so the two are now in a relationship together. I fully approve of this for both of them, I can't think of a more well-suited pair for one another here in Trench for one another save for Reaper and I. I shall do my best to protect both of them from any and all harm.

    D

    Still, there was something about this strange young man that made Maul feel like he'd met someone a bit different than the standard Sleeper that usually arrived in this city. "Ah, so you are like me. Stranded in a place both much like home and not like it at all in other ways."

    "If you gain enough power, you do have control."

    "I've killed many vampires who thought as much, and seen many people chase vampirism thinking it would give them that. Perhaps we do, to some extent, but I doubt it's as much as people think."

    A taciturn hunter of quite striking beauty (a beautiful predator to better attract prey, perhaps?) who never seems to be affected by too much that happens here. He's not human (I seem to gravitate towards those a lot, don't I?) which makes him a formidable foe and not one I would want to face anytime soon. I requested his help to gain revenge on the Emperor and he obliged. For that good turn, I will help at the outpost he is trying to create as long as he will have me there. Hopefully, I don't end up getting banished from by doing something foolish, though he seems to have quite the tolerance for me.

    TORY

    This is very interesting for Maul, seeing some of Tory's background. She's told him a little but this gives him a lot more insight into what makes the girl tick, why she acts the way she does. "People always will try to knock you down in life. It's getting back up that is both the hardest and best thing you can do."

    "My therapist said anger is sadness' bodyguard. And when you've had a hard life and you can't afford to show weakness, or even give yourself much time to deal with that sadness in private, anger helps you through that. Whoever said it's okay to have anger as your go-to emotion is right. It's fine to feel it. It's fine to express it. It's just keeping it in check and not having a disproportionate response that takes work."

    A teenager who I have found much in common with. She's a fighter both mentally and physically, and has not led an easy life back in her own world, something that has made her quite tough. She also has had much trouble learning to control her anger. In return for lessons in furthering her combat training, she has been teaching me alternative methods on how to manage my anger, which has been more successful at certain times than others. Still, it is gratifying to have someone who can understand why I am so angry all the time and don't feel the need to change that anytime soon.

    FAITH

    He scowled when he saw Faith. He didn't particularly like the woman and their relationship, as most in Trench were with Maul, was rather complicated. But he had tried to help her when she'd been corrupted. This was how she repaid him? Hmph, why did good people bother with this whole 'helping people' thing again?

    "I'm not scared of him, Willow, and I'm not going to let people get pushed around by some angsty prick throwing a tantrum over his actions having consequences." Is she projecting? A little bit. Part of her feels like if she can put down someone just as bad if not worse than her, then maybe, just maybe, she could actually get to be the hero.

    A warrior of quite some toughness from the same world Willow is from. Her self-loathing and lack of ability to think she can seek redemption are all too familiar to me but it doesn't make me feel much sympathy for her or seek to understand her all that much. If she wants to remain in the darkness and see herself as irredeemable scum, that's her business. Besides, it's hard to feel much but hatred for someone who killed me. She sided with Willow during her rampage that cost the lives of my brother and I, clearly enjoying the fight we got into until she killed me out of some misplaced sense of mercy.

    CHARA

    "That's a bad way to be. You're young and still have time to change. But if you do it long enough you turn into what I was when I first came to Deerington." A bitter, angry, broken-down man who had lost everything and expected to find nothing in his life but more pain and misery. Maul saw life as nothing but suffering and figured he was in for more of the same. Then he started getting close to people despite himself and began to change for the better.

    "But I'm not here to preach at you. I think you've got enough people already to do that. All I can do is commiserate with you that, yes, the people we care about often end up leaving us. It's unfair but since when has life ever been fair?"

    From what I've seen and experienced of him here, I do think he means it, for all the nothing that that's worth. Or at least he thinks he does. He's made attempts at changing, though he struggles with basic concepts such as consequences for his actions. He wants to be feared but not hated, sympathized with but he recoils at pity like there's a difference, wants to be understood but refuses to understand anyone. It's one of Trench's most popular soap operas.

    A young child who reminds me quite strongly of myself at the same age, all nihilistic and thinking they have all the answers when they really don't know anything at all. Fortunately, they've still got a lot of growing up to do, so there's hope for them yet. Until then, I'll do my best to guide them towards the right kind of thinking (if I don't end up stabbing them in frustration along the way). They seemed surprised to discover I don't share their same viewpoint regarding how life isn't worth living when one already knows everything about how it is to be lived, something that is the complete antithesis for someone who is on the Dark Side.

    NARA'A

    "That certainly is quite the tale. Have you thought of having this all written down in a book for the Archives? Your world's past is quite fascinating. [...] Might help to focus on that instead of your compulsion to help everyone all the time." But the words are said gently and in an almost teasing manner.

    "I'll repeat it as many times as you need, until you can believe it yourself." He smiles at Maul, nodding. He's determined to not give up on Maul - he's decided it now. He's clearly got issues, but... he can't be irredeemable. No one is.

    A catperson from a faraway place full of magic that is very different (and complicated in its background) to either most versions of Earth or even the galaxy I am used to. He is friendly, easy to talk to, and occasionally a little odd with that compulsion he has to help people all the time. I think we are something approaching friends at this point. But when do I ever know if someone is actually friends with me unless they tell me so themselves? He has a good heart and is another person who has said they shall be there for me as I continue to walk this path of redemption.

    LEXI

    It's strange for Maul to be considered a person that people actually enjoy being around. For the most part, most people here tend not to really see him as a very pleasant person. But his efforts to become better seem to have been noticed, especially by Sleepers who were unaware of his previous reputation.

    He's never been anything but nice and polite to her. Even if she had heard the old stories, she'd dismiss them as having nothing to do with whom he was in the present and that was the important part.

    A kindhearted bookseller whose place of business I tend to frequent quite often. She is a good example of how my efforts to change my reputation have come to fruition. It appears she and Luz are dating now, something that I feel shall be good for both of them. The two of us have discussed the ways in which our worlds are both similar and different a number of times now.

    JINX

    Maul watches her, reading her body language more than listening to the actual words she's saying. His next words come quiet and soft. "I felt much the same way when I was your age."

    But he'll leave it at that. If someone had told him at age eighteen all that he's said now, he either wouldn't have believed them or broken their neck for trying to get him to a different mindset. Back then, his loyalty to Sidious was absolute. He'd committed murder and far worse for his adoptive father, desperate to earn love that his master wasn't capable of giving him.

    He's already told Jinx enough about the path his own life has taken. It's just food for thought right now, planting a kernel inside that still-growing mind. She's young and it took Maul nearly three decades to get to where he is now, permanently damaged from being raised by Sidious and still a psychopath, but finally able to function on a level where he can accept the love of family and friends.

    "There it is, so an~gry ♪. I love it." What an evil little girl she is. The grin is twisting sinister and black hearted. "— You oughta take full control of that. ... That fire in your veins. You don't feel it, don't you?

    A need to just... take whatever you want? Aren't you growin' tired with everyone tryin' to cloud your mind with cute lil' fuzzy speeches that we know it's bullshit? The world is dark and cruel. And their solution is just sit back and work through them like good lil' boys and girls. Letting 'em get away with it."

    Jinx leans further into the camera feed with the wicked smile still in place. Her eyes are lock solely on him and nothing else around him -- her pinks flicker furiously with excitement and so much devious intent.

    "But we can be crueler than world, can't we? Sometimes we gotta show the mistakes they've made. Not tell. Make sure they don't repeat 'em... ya know? Aaaaand what better people out there than us, hm?"

    She's crazy. That's not an opinion, it is a mere fact, and one I'm sure she agrees with. Jinx has led a hard life, perhaps part of why her mind is so unstable, and she'd just as soon blow someone up for fun as make their acquaintance. Fortunately, the darkness within her and the kind within me makes it easy for us to get along. I see quite a bit of myself in her, the way I was when I was her age, and that's not always a good thing. But she's young yet and can learn in a shorter time what it took me two decades to learn.

    VI

    "You two were separated. That is a terrible thing. It happened to Savage and I as well, though we were much younger than you two, so.....I understand. Just a little."

    He wasn't able to fully articulate the right words that applied to such a situation but he was extremely sympathetic hearing about what the two sisters had gone through. The hand Vi rested on him was much appreciated. Maul knew all too well what having such a tragedy happen to one's self was like, the parallels in his life so similar as to make it almost uncomfortable hear about them happening in someone else's.

    All she can do is watch the scene play out - just because it's short doesn't mean it isn't any less painful. It's another mistake, another place where she zigged when she should have zagged. Should have, could have, would have. It's a litany of failure, and this is just a small piece. Two things she could have done differently, and she's not as ashamed as she could be - what good would that do anyone? It's done, and here it is again. It's just a shitty roll of the dice that maul has to see it - Maul has a brother. She'd seen what happened to Maul's brother in that terrible memory she'd borne witness to. Of all the things ...well, she supposes there's a worse one he could have seen. maybe better this than that.

    She waits a moment before speaking, before approaching. Doesn't care that her eyes are shining again (when will this stop she should be desensitized to this by now. but.) Or that her voice is also small, soft and full of regret.

    "We do. We try and try, and sometimes ...sometimes we make terrible mistakes."

    Jinx's older sister. Despite being so tough on the outside, there is a certain vulnerability to her as well that I've been exposed to after repeat encounters, thanks to the usual group therapy this place wants to put us through. She knows the burdens of being an older sibling well and unfortunately also knows what it is like to fail those duties. As I well know, there's no one a person hates more than themselves when they fail their family. I hope she and her sister can get a second chance here the way Savage and I have.

    DUTY

    He can't sense anything coming off of Duty, the same way he'd felt around the Emperor. There was just that....lack in the Force. No sense of life, emotions, or any stray thoughts coming from him. Interesting. Most interesting. That makes him sit up and take notice a bit more. He's not sure what Duty himself is capable of but he's not letting his guard down.

    Trust has levels. You've earned some of mine working together. Less than someone I've known for years, yes. It's still trust.

    One of the smarter and more level-headed of the oddities found among the Sleepers in this city, he works as the head of construction at the outpost. There is something strange about him, a lack of life force that I've found among a few others in this city. But since he's not nearly as malevolent as they are, I'm not as wary of him as I could be. If everyone could explain things to me as clearly and concisely as he's been able to, I wouldn't get myself into nearly so much trouble given I don't always have a talent for communicating with others. He always makes things seem very clear when he talks to me about such things as boundaries and the ways to express myself that aren't self-destructive. It has led me to feeling a great deal of respect for him.

    EDEN RIN

    Eden is making a lot of sense but that just fuels Maul's ire all the more. What she's saying goes so contrary to what he's thought for so long that he can't simply discard what he's always believed in favor of something else, even if he knows logically it makes a lot of sense.

    "There's not taking it well/getting over it and there's murdering a bunch of people. I'm not saying 'when won't you murder the person who is responsible.' I'm saying 'when won't you murder the people who are not responsible.' So long as you do collateral damage, you are the person in the background causing innocent people (again, including your brother) to die. Suspend your disbelief for this: pretend every time you killed an innocent party (by your definition of innocent), your brother died. Would you change your ways?"

    A woman who runs the Entertainment Feed, providing this city with some much needed culture. She's not precisely kind and seems more to be more about serving her own interests, though she has helped me a time or two when it was sorely needed by me, so I cannot begrudge her too much for doing the same thing that I do in looking out for what I want most of all first and foremost. Still, she does irk me in the way she has talked to me about revenge and murder. These are two subjects she is woefully unprepared to talk with me about, no matter how many books or TV shows she consumes.

    KEITH

    "Luckier than most I will definitely say. Most don't get a chance like that or lets it pass them on by when it does come." Maul could see Keith going the same way he had if not given that chance: becoming hard and angry, making life more difficult for everyone else around him until one day he did something horrendous, making it so that there was no going back to a chance for a better future. It makes him feel oddly sympathetic in a way he usually doesn't for most Sleepers here in Trench.

    "It's weird, but... I think... I think we kind of have an understanding. I feel like, if things had been different for either of us, we could have probably ended up a lot more alike."

    In either direction, really.

    Another one of the paladins who all come from the same world and just as meddlesome and 'heroic' as the others, for all the good those traits do them here. At least he's not nearly as idiotic as Lance, though he does have his moments, and very much not as self-righteous as Shiro. Indeed, based off the many times we've been thrust together here, we have more in common than I think either of us would like to admit. There's a bit of darkness to him, though rather than embracing it, he went the other way and turned towards the light. Perhaps had I been given the same chances he was, I too would have gone the same way. Best not to dwell on such a thing for too long.

    SHEN YUAN

    Maul cocks his head at hearing Shen Yuan talk about how they are stories. He's used to it himself given he's fictional on other versions of Earth but he hasn't encountered too many people who believe the same thing. "Yes. But one can write their own version of their story if they don't like the way it is going."

    Holy shit, holy shit, it's Darth Maul. Right here! In Consort Shen's thread! He could just die.

    Okay, gotta play this cool. Be cool man, be cool. Don't make it weird.

    Can I have your autograph???

    It has been a while since I encountered a fanboy here in Trench but I suppose it was only a matter of time before another showed up. This one is rather amusing in how much he seems to honestly enjoy me for my own personality, a rarity among the Sleepers here. Perhaps I should see if he would like to join my cult... Still, I feel there might be more to him than meets the eye. We shall simply have to see.

    DANIEL

    "I've seen enough as well. I see someone who claims to be a 'good person' but who passes judgment without knowing even a tenth of the actual story." Typical for a lot of people who encounter Maul. It used to not bother him as much, but with his recent efforts to do better, the sting is a lot worse than it usually is. Maul's anger is bubbling up and he keeps it close at the surface to keep him from feeling anything else.

    "I hope you're far kinder to your students. Or do you pass judgment on them upon first meeting them as well before you decide to train them?" It's a low blow to bring Daniel's students into this given they have nothing to do with this but Maul's not in a charitable mood. He wants to get under this smug son of a bitch's skin.

    But there's just levels where that sympathy runs out. Daniel has great admiration for those who manage to get through that and overcome it, or at least manage to turn themselves into a better person, but he isn't quite seeing that in Maul's words here. No matter how much he says he's getting better, if he can still think of having killed Johnny as a somehow good and just thing, Daniel can't believe it. And that drains all possibility of him actually thinking more kindly of Maul for everything he's gone through.

    Another sanctimonious, self-righteous type who thinks they know anything about me and have the right to judge me after learning the barest facts of my life. If this is what 'good people' look like, I'll continue to mingle with the forces of darkness, thank you very much. He's a hypocrite like all the rest, one those who likes to do things like claiming to have compassion for others until it's inconvenient for him. Then he just condemned me for being a monster like others always do. Well, let's see how long that compassion and goodwill towards others lasts in this place. His true colors will be revealed sooner or later, of this I'm certain.

    ROBBY

    "You tell me where I overcame anything."

    When Robby finishes, Maul stays silent for a few moments as he formulates a response. "You didn't curl up and give into your circumstances at any point, so that's something. Resilience is not as easy to come by as people would think."

    "You know, when people talk about not judging a book by its cover, they're gonna be talking about the guy who trained in a Dark Side of a Force and wears black really well, but talks about his students like this." Is it okay to tease your staff teacher in a very complimentary manner this way? It's a good thing, he'll promise, and the fondness does come through -- really, it's a nice reprieve. Robby will take this.

    A new student of mine who has not led an easy life and holds much anger within. Considering I found out he's Johnny's son, that explains a lot about where that anger comes from. I think the meditation and staff-fighting sessions we have been helping are good for his state of mind, letting him feel those emotions in a healthy manner. He is one of those who does not judge me for the things I have done in my past and instead lets me prove myself through the person I am in the present, something I am eternally grateful for.

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    THOSE WHO HAVE RETURNED TO THE SEA
    DIARMUID

    Maul eyes what Diarmuid has in his hand. “First a taser and now a dagger? My, my, you are growing some sharp teeth,” Maul says in a sardonic manner. No matter how many weapons Diarmuid ever ends up possessing, he’s always still going to seem a bit like a ball of fluff to the Sith Lord. A nice ball of fluff to be certain, given how fond he’s become of his monk friend in the time they’ve been here, but one who definitely needs people to watch out for him lest he get his head bitten off by one of the many monsters here.

    It's... complicated, to stand near a man who he knows had harmed another young boy not too long ago. He would rather keep both his arms, you know. So there is undoubtedly some hesitation in his eyes. (But Maul did save him; just now, he had rescued him, with no benefit to himself; it must mean something.)

    A young monk who has a peaceful and kind spirit, rare for someone living in this place. He is a simple soul but I don't mean that in a detrimental sense. Being that way makes it easier for him to see past the barriers I keep up and look inside myself to see what I really am down at my core. Much to my shame, I repaid his kindness by seriously wounding him while brainwashed. It was only thanks to Reaper's timely intervention and sacrifice that allowed him to escape with his life. Even after such an act, he was able to forgive me, something I can't quite comprehend. My young friend made one last trip to see me and tell me that he was leaving. We shared a last meal together and he said a prayer in his usual fashion and with the faith that always seemed to come so easily to him. I shall miss him and the kindness he has shown me time and again deeply.

    PETER B. PARKER "SPIDER-MAN"

    "Man, has anyone ever told you that you have the most beautiful bloodshot eyes?" Okay, maybe he's giving Maul reasons to stab him. Hopefully the rescuing part nullifies the jokes.

    He's actually feeling quite grateful for the rescue until Peter just has to get in one of his infamous quips. Then he scowls and growls just a little. Watch it, bud. Just because he's the one being rescued doesn't mean he won't bite one of your ears off if the notion comes over him.

    A human with fantastic abilities, he calls himself Spider-Man, and is some sort of hero in his own world. His diligence in taking notes and summarizing everything that happened in Deerington was a boon time and again. His compulsion to save everyone eventually led to his death, something I was unable to stop even after having visions of it. He saved me when I first got here to Trench which does no surprise me at all. I do wonder if he'll continue to take diligent notes on the happenings of this new world. He is gone now, back into the ocean from whence we all came. I do wonder who will take up the position of being the main source of gathering information here in his stead. Some other do-gooder with a compulsion to save others, no doubt.

    EDDIE KASPBRAK

    "You fucked up, Maul. You fucked up and that means accepting what happens because you fucked up. Part of growing means fucking up constantly. You'll probably keep fucking up and as long as people have hope in you, they'll keep getting mad at you. [...] But you can change and that's why people are gonna get more upset with you. Because they're gonna have higher expectations and higher expectations means a bigger fall when you fuck up."

    "And that includes you, you callous, cold little creature. You do very little of it yourself. I've seen cats with more empathy than you. You can claim to care about people all you like, but at the end of the day, you only give a damn about a handful of them. The rest are just noise in the background to you, a sounding board for your issues as you sort out whatever is going on in your head at the moment. It's all take with you and no give."

    A boy who has the dubious honor of probably having the most mental issues of anyone I've met in this Force-forsaken town. He never uses one word when five will do and sometimes it feels more like I'm listening to a monologue than participating in a conversation with him. There have been many moments when I felt like removing his other arm or just choking him until he collapses on the ground. He also is holding an (understandable) grudge for maiming his boyfriend Richie back in Deerington when I was out of my mind. That being said, he's got very good insight in how to deal with me and my moods, which is always a boon as far as I am concerned.

    It seems even being one of those who have been here the longest does not keep one from ending up back in the ocean. He survived Deerington and Trench and other places but now is gone once more. I wonder if he returned home or ended up travelling to yet another realm where he'll have to survive evermore terrors.

    Rei Hino

    His memories are jumbled but it is hard to forget the memory of literally turning into a weapon and sharing part of yourself with another person. Maul's yellow eyes focus in on Rei's face, now seeming to understand that they're both real. He looks a little more warmly at her than he has with a lot of other people today.

    Maul's presence and aura aren't really that shocking to Rei. She'd been more fortunate than Maul when it came to the crabs, having quickly cleaned her injuries thanks to a flash of Paleblood insight. She's still bruised, still a little battered, but she's here and she's nodding to him as she approaches. They're friends, she knows, or as friendly as they can be.

    Another Senshi like Usagi is, Rei is a calm, composed woman far wiser than her years would otherwise suggest. The two of us understand one another greatly given an early experience in Deerington where our minds melded. We don't talk often, but when we do, she is often able to set me on the right course of action when I start deviating or going down a darker path. Usagi and I will both miss her and the strength she was able to lend us terribly.

    CHARLIE

    "I am going to hunt you down AND THEN I AM GOING TO RIP YOUR SPINE OUT AND SHOW IT TO YOU!!"

    "It's like getting chased by the big and little M&Ms. Fucking blows, dude."

    He's not human. He can't possibly be one. No human I've ever met has been this much of a fool, so I can only conclude he's from a planet where some species of rodent evolved into a humanoid form. I tried killing him but was talked out of it by cooler heads, something that I am still not sure was the right course of action. We are in a truce right now and I am temporarily seeing if I can get along with him. We shall have to see about that. In the meantime, I am astounded at the fact he seems capable of surviving literally anything trying to kill him. I may have to try a few experiments on the space rodent......

    Alas, after many attempts to kill him, he managed to not only survive but return to the sea intact after one last attempt on his life. This now makes two people I have desperately wished to kill who have evaded my grasp. Well, I'm sure he goes back to his home planet just as durable and still without an ounce of wisdom.

    HELENA "HUNTRESS"

    "Clearly. I shudder to think what you act like when you are yourself." Maul should write a book: How To Insult People In Twelve Words Or Less.

    "I'm guessing you've pissed that guy off before, though, if you know so much." "Kind of. Well -- okay, yes, I have. Granted, I was never in my right mind when I did, but he's not thrilled with me, regardless."

    After many attempts to kill each other, one being successful on my end, I managed to come to a sort of understanding with Helena before we left Deerington. Now that we are in Trench, I am hoping we can start over anew. People think I can't let go of grudges, but seeing as how we are on even footing with one another now, I can afford to let the past go with her. I do wonder who will become my new occasional nemesis now that she has gone back to the sea.

    JEZEBEL

    "That is because I believe you and I are of a-- certain temperament, shall we say?" Basically, they're monsters who freely admit to what they've done.

    "What a wonderful way to bring us to reform, then -- simply drop us in a place where everything else is already trying to kill everyone, and we sudden shape up with no issue. Marvelous, really."

    Another in this town that might be labeled a "psychopath" the way many also see me as. From what I've learned of his past, we have very much in common in being raised by monsters who then turned us both into monsters ourselves. Fortunately for our interactions, neither of us seem all that interested in turning into what anyone else might refer to as a "good person." While we are very much alike in temperament, I don't trust him, which is wise given I feel like he'd be looking for a good place to stick in a knife if I were able to let my guard down around him. I pity any other sealife swimming around in the water with him. He'll eat them alive.

    SAM WINCHESTER

    Maul blinks in surprise at hearing that. That was something he was hearing for the first time. Frankly, it made his opinion of Sam drop extremely low. The man was a shitheel if he had used his own brother for bait with the intention of having him die. Maul was a bastard in his own right but he'd never sink so low as to do that to Savage. His brother meant everything to him and Maul would die before using him like just a tool to be disposed of.

    Don't screw with the Sith, don't screw with the Sith, don't screw with the Sith...Well. He isn't screwing with them, this is all fact, but man talking to these wackadoodles is such a bad idea. "Makes sense. He's a phantom menace." Ha. Sorry, can't help himself. Eeehhh...no actually he isn't sorry about shit. "If you kill him can I have his lightsaber?"

    The other Winchester. At first, I thought him just arrogant and cocky like his brother, but when I was informed he'd deliberately used his brother as bait with no thought for the fact he might get killed, my opinion of the man dropped so low it is now hovering somewhere within the internal core of this planet. To betray his brother like that, it's something I could never do. Good riddance to the man, may his squid form be eaten by a fish with sharp teeth.

    GLITCH

    "Good. You're an abomination and will hopefully be eaten by something horrible and deadly soon."

    "He’s a monster. Whatever made him this way, he still made his own fucking choice to do this."

    A thorn in my side that will continue to be so I am sure. His sanctimonious judgment for a past he knows nothing about makes me want to choke the living daylights out of him every time I think upon it. I gained some satisfaction in taking off the little pest's arm during my last months in Deerington, though the fallout from it all was rather irksome. If I never have another conversation or need to be in the same room with him, it will be all too soon. Not that there's any need to, for I've made a promise to stay away from him. Hopefully this will include turning and walking the other way if ever he finds himself in peril near me. Just what the mouthy little abomination's appeal is to other people is something I can only guess at. Finally, he has left this city for good. At least this has given me solace in a lesson learned: when it comes to enemies in this place, sometimes one can simply outlast them.

    FERN

    Maul most definitely isn't expecting to be caught up in an impulsive hug by the grass boy and he stiffens up for a moment before returning it by awkwardly wrapping his arms around him and patting him on the back. He's really not cut out for moments of affection, but for Fern's sake, he'll try.

    well aware Maul isn't a good person, dude. He isn't blind, he just has extremely questionable morals and Maul doesn't judge him for it.

    The other half of the two teenagers along with Varian I have found myself grown close with. The two of them are together which does make things both simpler and harder when dealing with them. Dealing with school-aged nonsense does try my patience time and again. But while Varian is the mad scientist of the pair, Fern is the warrior. He's someone who has a love of fighting to solve problems and killing as a permanent solution, two things I can greatly agree with. His record for making mistakes rivals my own. This has caused us to have a lot of friction time and again, notably when I killed Varian right in front of him and also wounded him. But things have recently gotten better between us for however long that lasts. Well, he is gone, and Varian with him. I never did fully patch things up between the two of us, something I shall have to live with.

    VARIAN

    "You- you're one of the most important people to me in this whole place. I love you like family. I've backed you over and over and over again."

    "I love you too," he said quietly. "You are my family. And I know I lean too much on people like you and Usagi, those that haven't turned their backs on me yet despite what I've done. But it's only because I'm afraid to walk this path alone, that ultimately you'll grow sick of my actions and leave me. What good will it do me to become a better person if there's no one there waiting for me at the end of it all?"

    A very close friend, Varian is also the closest thing I will likely ever have to an actual child. At both his best and worst, he is very much a disaster. He has intellectual brilliance that allows him to create virtually anything that his mind can create and that makes him one of only a handful of people I feel comfortable working on my prosthetics, given how vulnerable of a position that can put me into. He also has done many terrible things in his past before he was able to atone for them and so he knows firsthand the struggle I keep going through in trying to become a better person. Our relationship has gone through many peaks and valleys, most recently at a low where I killed him with my lightsaber while brainwashed before it was able to shakily be repaired right before we left Deerington. We seem to be back to a good spot now and I am trying to take the lessons he has taught me about seeking redemption to heart. But, as usual, things did not last between us. He managed to set aside what was going on to fix my legs one last time but then he was gone, called back to the sea along with Fern. I shall simply have to live with never fixing what became broken.

    JOHN CONSTANTINE

    "John Constantine, that smug wizard, decided to curse me as punishment for all that I have recently done wrong."

    "You're right I bloody did! No one else was keen on dealing with you and your bastard temper, ready to just let you wander about and do as you please! I won't fix a damned thing and the more you do like this the more time you'll stay this way." His lip curls in a sneer, looking down at the man holding him against the wall. "Getting rid of this curse is in your power but that requires change from you. It's up to you how long you stay like this."

    The day the two of us stop bickering with each other will be the end of the world. Gruff as he is on the surface, there's something beneath which oddly enough suggests he has a heart. While things have been tense ever since I attacked him in the hotel, they boiled over when he apparently had enough of what I had been doing in the town and cursed me to be able to do no harm without suffering pain myself along with two other witches. For that, I shall do more than simply beat him up next time.

    ....and I still owe the man a damn favor.

    Things never did improve between us for all that we saw of each other's pasts. We were just too alike in that respect. He got called back to the sea but not before leaving me a note on how to fulfill that favor I owed him. He wanted me to do better than I've been, to become the person I keep trying to. Damn that smarmy wizard, I wish he'd chosen something I could actually do.

    ORPHEUS

    "If you ever leave this place, travel as much as you can. Go as far and visit as much of the world as you can. It is the best way to learn how diverse your personal universe can be." Not bad advice from someone who used to travel to a majority of those planets and moons in order to assassinate someone.

    "It makes sense. I mean, according to Mother Superior, we're all stories Sodder heard at one point or another? And if that's true, it makes sense that we might've heard each others' stories too, somehow." At least in a weird sort of dream logic sort of way. Orpheus doesn't question these things very hard.

    A singer of quite some talent and a gatherer of tales, two arts which I can greatly appreciate given my love of both. He doesn't seem to trust me but that just proves he has a working brain. Comparing notes between our two universes has made for some interesting stories being shared and he has said he would like to do so again at some point in the future. The last time I saw him before he was called back to the sea was after he'd been de-corrupted from some terrible form. Perhaps he is still telling tales out there in the deep.

    LUCILLE SHARPE

    "I agree. There is nothing I would not do to protect those I love. Some people just don't understand that murder is the only solution for those that would try to harm them. Such a pair of little wholesome psychopaths they are.

    She accepts his admission with a disturbingly casual nod as though they're friends talking about the weather rather than assassination. She's certainly the last person to judge; they're both killers for seemingly different reasons, and if anything she feels more comfortable around Maul than someone innocent. Someone who lacks understanding. Those who lack understanding are often the quickest to judge. "I attended these gatherings purely to find targets of my own: people who had what Thomas and I needed, and who would not be missed. I often only killed out of pity for my targets."

    Again, she speaks like she's making casual comments about the food. Scary.

    A friend very near and dear to my hearts. We have similar mindsets despite coming from completely different worlds and times. Lucille has experienced much hardship in her life and it has given her a core like a red kyber crystal: bright, dangerous, and unyielding. She understands that sometimes there is no option left in life but to kill, something very few here do. She is very protective of Will and seems to be something of a mother figure to him. I know her parents were as monstrous to her as Sidious was to me and her brother also died, points of similarity I can more than sympathize with her on. Some here might see her as a monster for what she has done in her past, but if so, I am happy to be a fellow monster right alongside her. I miss her intensely for both her friendship and the way she had of understanding me. Other monsters are not so easy to find and befriend here as one might think.

    RALEIGH

    It only hits Maul right then that Raleigh is right. He'd saved the other man's life. With the same sort of instincts that ran straight down to the bone, the ones that always told him to kill, for once they had run in the other direction. He hadn't stopped to think about it, he's just done it.

    You know something, the more he gets to know you the more he likes you. Troll or not. And you are definitely a troll. He knows that big brother smug 'I did no such thing' crap like the back of his hand. [...] "... Hey. I didn't really get to thank you. For what happened that night. I was a little shook up. Thank you. You saved my life, man. I really owe you one."

    The first dumb dog. In other circumstances, I might find his presence annoying, but he seems to have worn me down into a state of tolerance. I saved his life without thought when at the hotel, something that has given me much to mull over in the months since then. Apparently, there is a movie franchise on their version of Earth that shows events from my galaxy. Still unsure how to feel about that. I will miss him and his boyfriend, they were able to tolerate my presence much better than many here.

    CHUCK

    "You have interesting tastes." Considering he'd watched a fictional version of Maul's life and was already something of a fanboy, Maul would normally have said he needed to find better role models, but right now he was just gonna enjoy the ego boost.

    Movies? Congratulations, Chuck, you might be the first one to have to break it to Maul he's fictional.

    The other dumb dog. A bit more abrasive than Raleigh and seems to spend at least half his time in any situation looking for the other man. Has apparently watched all the films that show the events from my galaxy which really makes me think they lack worthy entertainment on Earth or that Chuck needs better taste in media altogether. I shall miss he and Raleigh but at least they are together. One without the other still here just wouldn't seem right.

    WU

    "I've seen your posts before. You are sensible and seem to have compassion for many people. You are still rather stable for someone who has been in this place for some time." He could be way off the mark here but Maul's not entirely without observation skills. He's far more perceptive than most people who consider him little more than a rabid dog want to admit.

    "You're right, I do believe that most people are good. If someone isn't good, it's generally because of their circumstance or upbringing--from what you've told me, your circumstance wasn't great, so it makes sense that you might not have seen many good people around you. I hope you can see it more here." Maybe it's a futile hope. Wu knows he's not going to change Maul, but at least he hopes he can help a little.

    A (former?) king in his own world who had a great-aunt that sounds terribly like she might have been related to Sidious despite being from different universes. Wu has the tendency to try and understand things from everyone's point-of-view. While this has been fortunate for me, I can't help but feel someday this is someday going to be to his detriment. But if he can get along with someone who has murdered scores of people like I have, it just might save his life instead. He's one of the few that didn't outright condemn me during the witch hunt after I maimed that little pain Glitch, something I shall not be quick to forget. He always showed me kindness, compassion, and understanding up to the point when he returned to the sea. It shall not be easy to find someone who understands me as well as he did without judgment.

    DEAN WINCHESTER

    "I can't tell if you're brave, foolish, or both." These Winchesters seem very cocky and arrogant to Maul, two qualities that aren't bad in small amounts, but which he knows can get very aggravating quickly. He was that way once. All it had gotten him was getting sliced in half.

    "Dude. Hey-- Sam! Sammy? I got a Sith-Lord direct dialing me--" This is hollered over his shoulder, but of course he's alone. Damn.

    A man who got caught up in my plans when Anakin fell. I didn't mean for him to die, merely be used as bait, but he was caught in the crossfire regardless. That is my fault, something that took a while for me to admit. I've been keeping an eye on him since then even if he doesn't realize it. I failed him once but I intend to repay back the debt I have accrued. I watched over him for some time until he went back to the sea....and subsequently came right back with no memories of what had happened. It didn't erase the debt I owed him in my mind, not until I'd done something to save his life. Unfortunately, it was not meant to be. He returned to the sea yet again, this time possibly for good, without me having been able to repay what I owed him. His home was torched to the ground by the time I realized what had happened and I still have yet to figure out who did it.

    DIRK

    When he's done, he has the decency to keep his shirt over his junk as he makes (shaded) eye contact with Maul. "Hey. I'm Dirk Strider. Good to meet you in person". (Ahem.)

    Maul watched as the human sauntered out of the closet as naked as the day he was born acting like he owned the place. Maul kept his eyes firmly fixed on the sunglasses because he really didn't want to look lower, although his gaze finally slipped once Dirk mentioned cleaning up.

    "Charming."

    He said dryly upon finally seeing Dirk in person. He supposed there had to be some good qualities that Savage must have seen in him for the younger Zabrak and the human to have been getting along so well. (Although if the only one was "good in bed" he reeeaaalllly didn't want to know.)

    My brother's paramour, a decidedly odd.....being (I'm fairly certain if he ever was human he isn't any longer) but he makes Savage happy and that is what is important to me. I've already made sure he knows if he ever breaks my brother's hearts I am going to break him and he seems to have accepted that as part and parcel as one of the hazards of dating one of my kin. His brazen attitude towards life in general can be both aggravating and beneficial, sometimes in the span of the same conversation. When he left, Savage was downhearted for days, something that made me very angry on his behalf. I should have cut off his head when I had the chance.

    KARKAT

    ...............Considering I know exactly who off the top of my head fits the first three of those "quadrants", I am beginning to question everything I have ever known about myself. No, really, Maul is completely and deadass serious here. Reaper, Usagi, and Obi-Wan sprang to mind immediately upon reading those. He's...just going to sit down now and rethink everything going on his entire life. Thank you, small weird creature, you've sent this alien into an emotional tailspin.

    SURE, TECHNICALLY MY FAULT, BUT HOW MUCH OF THAT IS A SERIES OF POOR CHOICES ON YOUR END TOO? SOMETIMES FUCK-UPS HAPPEN TOGETHER. YEAH, AND SOMETIMES YOUR RAGE MAKES NO SENSE. JUST HOW LIFE WORKS. YEAH, WHY NOT. MY KIND IS USED TO CASUAL VIOLENCE. BUT MY BOYFRIEND HAS TO BE OKAY WITH IT BECAUSE THAT IS KIND OF FLIRTY. YOU ARE KIND OF COMING ACROSS AS HATE FLIRTING RIGHT NOW, WHICH AS FLATTERING AS THAT IS, I'M TAKEN AND ALSO UNINTERESTED.

    A creature called a troll. He appears to be the significant other of Kyle and frankly the two of them deserve each other. He opened up my eyes to some interesting ideas about love but he also has proven he enjoys causing chaos and then not apologizing for it. That latter caused great rage in me but somehow I was talked down to merely beating him up, which provided only a small portion of the satisfaction I was craving. As always when people manage to do such a thing, I'm not sure that was the best course of action. Good riddance to him. Having him around was far too much of a hassle to handle.

    KYLE

    "Somehow you were a lot more polite when you couldn't talk."

    "Oh good, you're not dead." How's that for polite, Kyle? He chuckles for a moment.

    One of the newest Sleepers that arrived here at the same time as those of us from Deerington did. As per usual when meeting people, we were put into a perilous position from which we barely escaped certain death, this time from man-eating crabs with hallucinatory toxins. For some reason, despite clearly finding me terrifying, he also seems determined to befriend me as well. He's brought food by the house several times now. He can try even though it may very well literally be his funeral in his attempt to do so.

    Eventually, he did wear me down into something of a friendship. He was one of those that always staunchly remained on my side no matter what I did, something that is always difficult to find in this place. No matter how bad I became, he always saw the good in me. Though he was decidedly odd, I shall miss him for being one of the first new friends I was able to make in this place.

    DARTH NOX

    Maul watches the confrontation in fascination. He's never seen this many Sith Lords in one room before and it just hammers home how different things are in the long-ago time period Darth Nox is from in comparison to what he sees as his present. Really, it goes to show how hypocritical Sidious was. He called the Jedi weak, stagnant because they had become complacent, too caught up in their own stodgy rituals to remember why they'd started them in the first place. Maul had absorbed this rhetoric his whole life. But now he sees the Sith were no better, with their heyday far gone by the time Sidious had risen to become a Sith Lord. The Rule of Two had castrated their power for good, that much was clear.

    There was a lot about the current situation that should have alarmed him, most of it not quite in the way Maul might have expected it to. Chief among those things was why a cyborg covered in black and red tattoos with horns jutting out of his head didn't actually strike him as at all unusual. He had no obvious explanation for why, he couldn't recall ever encountering anyone so distinctly not human, and yet Maul was handily the least confusing element present.

    A Sith Lord from ages past, so far back in the history of the galaxy that all records of such a time have faded from memory. He has shown me the hypocrisy that I had long suspected in Sidious' teachings: the Sith of my era have stagnated just as badly as the Jedi have. So much potential has been wasted and so much knowledge lost over the millennia. His tendency to use Force Lightning has left me a bit on edge on around him but he doesn't seem as nefarious as he could be. Still not one I would want to turn my back on anytime soon. Though he was not here for long, he allowed me to see a different perspective on Sith dogma than I had always been led to believe as told by my master.

    AMARA

    "Oh, for shit's sake. Is now really the time to start this? Can't you at least wait until we all get out of this dreamscape to be a psycho?" This dude, honestly. He seemed a lot calmer when he first arrived, though, so either Amara's a really shitty judge of character or his brain has been through the wringer. Maybe both? She has a small amount of sympathy for him, despite herself.

    "I think not. You are loud and obnoxious and rude. Therefore, I am not going to waste my time with you." The more Amara demands him to talk, the more he's going to dig in his heels about clamming up.

    A Sleeper with whom I have a mostly antagonistic relationship with. It's not surprising given how she is tough and a fighter, reminding me of myself upon many occasions. I had a vision of her death during the last months in Deerington and tried to stop it. That......did not turn out as I had hoped given the way both of our personalities tend to brush up against one another's. Now that she is in Trench, perhaps there is another chance to soften things between us, leaving us mostly battling with words rather than any of our powers. But her return to the sea put a damper on that idea.

    SOME ARROGANT GIRL

    "If you feel the need to get utterly trounced fighting someone, I am more than happy to help." Oh look, it's Clarisse's favorite nuisance that hasn't bugged her for months now. Gotta start off the new year proper by rectifying that!

    "Right now I'm 70-30 on whether it's the town or he's just always been a psycho." Those face tattoos don't exactly speak to, like, normalcy. But Maul has been around at least as long as she has and she's never heard of him doing anything like this before, so after a few seconds she amends: "It's probably the town."

    Yes, by now I do know her name. But I will start calling Clarisse properly by it when she earns respect from me, which she still has yet to do. She's a good fighter for someone of her class and has the unfortunate tendency to remind me of me with how much arrogance and pride she has in her physical abilities. I do wonder if she holds getting injured by me in Deerington against me but I haven't asked, given I harbor a suspicion she might throw something sharp and pointy at me if I get too close to her. After much time here, just as I was starting to get a sense of the girl's background (which again unfortunately reminded me of myself and my past) she was returned back to the sea.

    WILL

    He's willing to offer his help but only for his own sick, twisted reasons. He's been wanting to get under Will's skin for some time now. "I could help you. You know that I have the power to do so." This is why so many fell to the Dark Side. It was easy to give into its power and to use. Far, far easier than the struggles those on the Light went through. To just say yes and use it was something most simply weren't willing to fight that hard against.

    Will has the usual Paleblood-related symptoms, but he's...actually showing up in support of Maul??? What. "He did it for me back in Deerington. And it worked. So." Yes, he has to actually grit the words out through clenched teeth, but he's honest to a fault.

    A strange boy who had many secrets he was hiding in Deerington, the foremost of which was a creature inside of his mind known as the Mind Flayer. When I first arrived, he was the only one to know what a Sith was and see me for who I actually was instead of what everyone else merely thought I was. Despite his natural mistrust, we managed to shakily form a bond, primarily due to when I put up a wall in his mind to contain the entity within. I'm still not sure why I did that besides having a soft spot for children being tormented by entities much stronger than they are. He has relaxed his suspicions towards me by degrees over the time I have known him. As of right now, he doesn't precisely trust me, but he does understand me quite well.

    We finally began to understand one another a little bit, especially after I stopped trying to manipulate him for my own ends, something I wasn't happy about but which also had to be done if I had any hope of improving myself. He even defended me from others who had skepticism about my motivations. But back he has gone to the sea and it is a shame. He was an interesting young man even without the entity in his head......also, that damn horse-creature of his is still around and occasionally watching me. It's terrifying.

    Richie

    Perish the thought of there being more than one version of you. Good Lord, that sounds like a nightmare. Or at the very least a headache, given how Maul tended to react around teenagers.

    "Holy shit, you pissed off Maul?" A snort of laughter, as Richie holds his hand out to help pull Charlie out of the sewer. "No fucking wonder you hid in the sewer, guy's terrifying when he's pissed."

    The boyfriend of Eddie and an annoyance of the worst kind. They certainly deserve each other, that's all I can say about their relationship. I sliced off his ear when brainwashed in Deerington. He's very lucky it wasn't his head. I would like to say that was the only time I've felt the urge to mutilate him but that would be a lie. His mouth often overruns his head and any sense of common sense he may possess, if any. He survived here for many months in Trench and spent most of them successfully avoiding me before this place finally called him back to the sea.

    LYSITHEA

    Lysithea is out here doing the Lord's work by making sure Maul keeps stable here in Trench. Every Sleeper and native should be grateful to her.

    "Must you provoke him?" A young woman's voice lightly murmurs. "Of all the Sleepers in Deerington, the only one for whom we ever required Public Discourse" --one can hear the Capital Letters-- "should perhaps be treated with more care."

    A Sleeper who has been here since before the collapse of Deerington. While I have not interacted personally much with her, it is clear that my reputation proceeds me given how she interacts with me whenever we meet. Her business might be a good place to visit from time to time given that Paimon works there and it seems quite popular with the Sleeper population at large. Who knows, I might pick up some valuable information by hanging around the place and engaging in the occasional chat with her. She returned to the sea without much fanfare and it took me quite a while to notice she had left given her quiet and reserved personality.

    SABÉ

    "I cannot say the same although...." He pauses, once again giving her a long, steady look. "....there is something about you which is strangely familiar." He still can't put his finger quite on what it is.

    "You wouldn't." She was made up, acting decoy to the Queen... but also from a distance, her face wouldn't have been easily recognizable. Even if he had seen her as herself and from a closer distance, she always made sure she was forgettable at best. "I was a handmaiden to Queen Amidala of Naboo. I'm not meant to be remembered."

    "Ah. That explains it." Maul knew about the queen's handmaidens to an extent, how they were deadly bodyguards for their young mistress, and had been informed by Palpatine not to be fooled in case they switched places when he went to kidnap the queen. Maul sees now just why he was told that. She looks near-identical to the former queen. Not the exact doppelganger that Ariadne is but Maul would have believed them to be fraternal twins if that's what he had been told. She must have seen him that day when he was on Naboo before he'd fought the Jedi.

    One of Padmé Amidala's former handmaidens from the time when she was queen. I was astounded by the resemblance between them when I first met. While it's not an exact likeness, one could have told me that they were twins and I would have completely believed it. A mysterious woman who held much close to the chest, I never could get a read on her personality or goals while she was here.

    PADMÉ AMIDALA

    "Queen and Senator. I suppose you always have been an ambitious one. That's why he picked you." Palpatine needed someone both young enough to manipulate like a puppet on a string and strong-willed enough to make decisions that would still benefit him. Amidala had been perfect for that role. And despite Maul's failure in capturing her, things had still worked out to his master's benefit, as they almost always did.

    "Yet the question is, what does that make you?" "A Sith." He says. It's the simplest way Maul has always been able to describe himself. Despite the attempts of many other people here to get Maul to see himself as more than just a Sith Lord and forge his own identity, he's not quite ready to shed that title just yet. It is a multi-layered question, and Padmé does wonder which direction he would choose- how he would choose to answer it. What it does reveal to her is schooled behind her face. "I trust we won't have issues."

    A do-good senator from the galaxy I reside in who also happens to be Anakin's wife and therefore the mother of Luke. I cannot understand why anyone would willingly marry the man but stranger things have happened every day. (Perhaps it's not so much his personality she's attracted to as other physical factors...) I didn't cross paths with her more than once or twice while she was here, so I was not able to get to know her all that well.

    TAVION

    So, a Nightsister was here in Trench. Maul figured it would not do to turn his back on this one. She could end up being a dangerous foe or have the potential for an alliance. Only time would tell.

    "And nothing so prosaic - in fact, the Sith are...well, at least temporarily dead in my time. Victims, once again, of their own limitations." She says the last in a sighing, sing-song sort of voice.

    "I will be much more than they ever were," she adds. "And you could be, too."

    A Nightsister who showed up here who was from long after my time. She may have been the first one to arrive but I doubt she will be the last. She had a very powerful Sith artifact that she planned to use to gain power here. (Whatever became of that when she left? I must look into this...) I was skeptical that would come to pass and she returned to the sea before she could have too much of an impact upon this place. She was another reminder not to trust the witches of Dathomir.

    BAIL ORGANA

    "Trust does tend to need to be earned."

    "On both sides. I don't trust many people and I do not give them many reasons to trust me."

    "If you refuse to take a step, how can you expect other to?"

    A Senator from the galaxy who was briefly here. I am not sure if he was one of those bleeding-hearts always looking for a cause to back or one of those corrupt who can easily be bought and manipulated like my master so often did with those in the Senate, but either way I was not one to trust anyone that involved in politics.

    ROSE DA SILVA

    Slowly, she lowers closer to the ground, kneeling next to him. Though he isn't meeting her eyes, the woman's own pair stay right on the boy's face. Gently, a hand reaches to his shoulder, fingertips softly touching there.

    "I'm so sorry. No one should ever hurt you. Not ever. No matter what, you never, ever deserve to be hurt."

    Her voice is thick with emotion, though she tries to control it. After a moment, her hand finds his shoulder, gives it a soft, affectionate squeeze.

    "Do you know why? Because adults are always supposed to protect kids. And if they don't...? That makes them bad. Not you."

    Even as a child, Maul isn't good at vocalizing his thoughts. He tries to get a few words out but he's overwhelmed by emotion. So instead he bursts into tears because he has no other way of expressing his emotions right now. He just melts into Rose, his small frame pressed up against her's and his arms wrapping around her, seeking the warm, maternal comfort he's been missing in his life for years now. He misses his own mother terribly, having been away from her now for nearly half of his short life.

    A good, kind woman whom every parent could take lessons from on how to be a good one. Though no warrior or knight herself, she was brave in her own way, and had more love in her little finger than some here possess in their whole bodies myself included. Sharon is very lucky to have her for a mother. She helped me immensely come to terms with some things I have been struggling with when I was turned into a child and continued to be a good friend afterwards once I was returned to the form of an adult. I miss her quite a bit and still have hope she might return from the sea.

    AMATERASU

    His breath is taken away when he first sees Amaterasu. She is so beautiful. There is also a small bit of awe-inspiring terror as he feels the power coming off of her. That's par on the course for Maul, he associates beauty and terror in the same part of his mind given the life he's led.

    Her enjoyment is in the little thumb thump the tip of her tail makes, too. Onward, Darth Maul, petter of gods. you are doing an excellent job.

    One of the most beautiful beings I have encountered here, in the sense of being lovely and terrifying at the same time. She was just so full of life in a way I've never encountered before. Being near her was like being near the Force in its purest form. And happy too, such an optimistic being as she tended to the balance of nature. She touched the lives of many while she was here and many still speak of her fondly and with reverence.

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    Appearance

    Maul underwent a few changes in Deerington that have stuck with him permanently. These include:
    - One of the tattoos on his lower left arm turned silvery-white after encounter with Witch of the Wastes and being de-aged then aged up.
    - Bite mark on right arm healed into scar just below wrist, punctured all the way through from training Malice.
    Gained fangs (second picture) and bone claws after reading the cursed Leitner book "The Boneturner's Tale."
    - Permanent Lichtenburg figures on his hands after his first death when he died at the hands of a spectre of Darth Sidious.
    - A scar made by a lightsaber on his chest when Obi-Wan Kenobi killed him in his third death.

    In Trench, the appearance changes include:
    - A scar on his right side just before the organic half meets the metal portion left from being stabbed by a Nightmare Steed when he got into a fight with one.
    - A ruby stud in his right ear. Reaper pierced his ear when he was in a coma and Maul decided to keep it despite all his fuming when he woke up.
    - Got another piercing in his left ear to celebrate being in in the Deer games for two years, creating an industrial piercing in his upper ear. Currently has a space-themed bar right now in it.
    - A scar on his head from where Faith mercy-killed him by shooting him in the head with a crossbow after he was being tortured by Willow.
    - His eyes have switched to their natural grey-brown color instead of always being Sith-yellow.
    - The shadowy, faint mark of permanent handprints can be found on his body thanks to the bonds that he's formed with people. One on his chest, three on his two arms, and one on the left side of his face.

    Bonds Formed
    - Familial one with Albert Wesker with the mark on his upper left arm.
    - Platonic one with Obi-Wan with the mark on his chest.
    - Hostile one with Anakin Skywalker with the mark on his neck. Broken as of late April 2022.
    - Familial one with Savage with the mark on his upper right arm.
    - Romantic one with Reaper with the mark on the left side of his face.
    - Familial one with Usagi with the mark on his lower right arm.

    Deaths Caused By Maul
    - Mercy-killed Albert Wesker by partially strangling and then snapping his neck after the zealots had drained him of his blood and injured him beyond the point of being able to be healed. (November 2021)
    - Killed Johnny Lawrence by Force choking him to death after he'd had enough of the man's misogynistic and sexist bullshit. (February 2022)
    - Killed Willow Rosenburg when she was in wolf form by snapping her neck while under the effect of a vanilla chocolate. (February 2022)

    Maul's Deaths
    - Mercy-killed by Faith after she and Willow attacked him and Savage in revenge for her own death. Willow tortured him with lightning until Faith put him out of his misery.

    Inventory

    Maul's house came with him to Deerington. There were a number of items that arrived which are listed below.
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    "This is Maul. State your business."

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    Character Base


    • Character Name: Darth Maul
    • Age: 36 (Was 35 when he first arrived in Deerington)
    • Canon (Date/Year Released)/Canon Point: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2020) Season Seven: Episode 12 (Show Finale)
    • Items Coming Along: -The house and all contents within.
    - His ship, Scimitar, unable to fly and simply parked.
    - This Legos set.

    Content Warnings for Character: Child abuse both mental and physical in his past including gaslighting, victim-blaming, torture, brainwashing, and general depersonification of a person. Body horror Murders of unarmed men, women, and children.

    Original Deerington Application


    • Link to Accepted Deerington Application: Here.
    • Additional Adjustments to include: The main change that Deerington has brought for Maul is his ability to learn how to care for people. While when he arrived his interest in people was mainly to manipulate them for his own ends as he faked any real emotions towards how they were affecting him, he eventually found this desire turned into something for real. After losing his family, he was lonely, and sought to fill that hole in his hearts. To this end, he began training people on how to fight and generally interacting with the town at large for long periods of time. Characters like Usagi, Varian, and Xue Yang encouraged his better nature and tried to get him to go down a better path than the one he's followed all his life.

    Despite his desires putting him on a path of redemption, it hasn't all been easy for him. With Maul, progress is measured in inches, not feet, and it's often two steps forward with one step back with him. He ended up doing several things like going on a murderous brainwashed rampage that strained his relationship with quite a number of people in the town as he killed and hurt many. Coupled with the fact he then mutilated Glitch by cutting off his arm when he came back and was suffering amnesia outright caused quite a few people to turn their back on him. It was also at this time that three witches, John Constantine, Luna Lovegood, and Willow cast a spell upon him that will prevent him from hurting anyone until he's able to show true remorse, something that will be arriving with him intact when he ends up in Trench. He's holding a grudge against the three of them because of it. At the same time, those that stuck by him had their relationships strengthened during this period and the arrival of many from his galaxy like his brother Savage and Obi-Wan Kenobi helped to put him back on the right path as well, though not without a few more bumps along the way.

    He has had difficulty seeing that his actions have consequences and oftentimes paints himself as being a victim. This occurred most prevalent after Glitch and Ironwood sent out a post which turned many Sleepers' opinions against him, even those he'd never met. Feeling like he was being attacked on all sides and that his back was against a wall, Maul doubled down on being proud of what he'd done and refusing to accept responsibility for his actions, a running theme he's had trouble with his whole life. It was at this point that he came to realize he can't just do better for the sake of other people. That's not enough. He has to want to do better for his own sake.

    Right now, Maul is still on the Dark Side, and always will remain there to some extent. He's not going to ever fully switch to the Light Side, for it's just not in his nature. But he's actively searching for ways to be a better person and lift the chains that have constricted his mind for so long. Now that he's just not doing it for others, instead doing it for himself, he's seeking a way to channel his rage and anger into protecting people rather than always hurting them.

    Maul is being updated from the end of the canon comic book Darth Maul: Son of Dathomir to the end of The Clone Wars show finale, Season Seven Episode Twelve Victory and Death. Maul goes through a lot in a few short months. He's lost his family, the only people that ever cared about him, and subsequently he falls back on the one thing that has seen him through most of his life: getting revenge on Obi-Wan Kenobi. He still has power as the ruler of Mandalore and uses that to engineer a civil war with the rebel Mandalorians led by Bo-Katan Kryze with the sole purpose of drawing Obi-Wan back to the planet. However, revenge is not his only goal here. Maul begins to be plagued by Force visions in his sleep centering around Anakin Skywalker. While they don't paint a completely clear picture, he sees enough to know that the crux of the war ending and his master ascending lies with Obi-Wan's apprentice. So as a nice "fuck you" to both Sidious and Obi-Wan, he plans to kill Anakin and deprive his former master of the prize he seeks in the Chosen One and cause Obi-Wan more pain by killing his apprentice.

    Alas for Maul, as usually happens, things don't go according to plan. Caught up in a rescue mission, the two Jedi instead send Ahsoka Tano, former Jedi Padawan, to face Maul. This disappoints him greatly but he also sees an opportunity to use Ahsoka for his own ends. While it's clear he wants to manipulate the young Togruta, he's also sincere in knowing that if they combine their strength they still have a chance to stop Sidious. Ahsoka agrees until finding out that Maul believes Anakin is the key to Sidious' ascendence. Refusing to believe her master would ever fall, instead she duels Maul, and wins. Maul has a bit of a breakdown as he realizes he's going to be dragged back to Coruscant to face his master once again. He screams out to let him die, knowing soon everything is going to change.

    Locked in a Mandalorian sarcophagus, Maul waits quietly, sensing that something major in the Force is coming. He and Ahsoka receive a near-identical disturbance as the balance of the Force shifts dramatically, likely due to both being attuned to their former masters, able to hear snippets of the conversation where Anakin joins Sidious and becomes Darth Vader. Sidious executes Order 66, during which the clones on board the ship try to kill Ahsoka. They're also about to kill Maul when Ahsoka unexpectedly rescues him. He thinks she's there to team up with him until she bluntly informs him he's a distraction for her. She tells him to go cause chaos, since that's what he's good at. And cause it he does.

    Maul ruthlessly and silently kills the clones, hardly helpless despite the lack of a lightsaber. Many fall before he finally reaches the room where the enormous hyperdrive engines are stored. He brings them down, causing the ship to exit hyperspace and be pulled into the orbit of a small moon. Knowing the ship will crash, Maul steals a ship. Ahsoka tries to stop him, but when it comes down to stopping Maul or saving Rex, she chooses the latter, and lets him go. Maul takes off for parts unknown, once again proving himself a survivor.

    The main change in Maul is that he's lost everything at this point. His family, his position of power on Mandalore, nothing is his to possess anymore, and worse yet his master's plan to form a galactic empire has come true. He's been brought to a pretty low point, but rather than wallow in sorrow, he uses his ruthless cold anger and frustration to tear apart the ship and the clones alike. Despite his momentary desire to die he expresses on Mandalore, he decides not crash with all the clones on the ship. Instead, he chooses to live and fight another day. He's still got part of his crime syndicate intact and so he knows he can rebuild again from the ashes the way he's already had to do several times in his life. However, with his home life in tatters, Maul is going to have a great incentive to stay in Trench and continue building upon the life he'd started to make in Deerington.

    Chapter 2 Attributes


    • Canon Powers: Force powers, explained on original app. He'll be keeping them and his blood powers will be weaker and harder to control.
    • Blood Type: Vileblood
    • Omen: A Maalraas of indeterminate gender named Vengeful Snuzzle, Venge for short. Despite being pretty much all teeth and looking like the stuff of human nightmares, they have the best of Maul's qualities including an intense, focused nature while still being open to advice and ways to improve, a protective nature for those they care about, extreme loyalty to those that are kind to them, and generally being more open than Maul himself. Their temper is still extremely vicious to behold and generally they are not one to be pushed around, in which case their stubborn nature reveals itself, and they dig their heels in if they feel they are being lectured or condescended towards.
    • Blessed Day: August 3rd
    • Patron Pthumerian: Mariana. Maul fits many of the personality traits of his patron including most prominently an unpredictable nature. Maul has always had many qualities one can predict but he also has just as many that make figuring out how any interaction with him will go. To quote her summary, 'she respects unpredictable nature and cannot seem to help her own and doesn't seem interested in learning how to control her emotions either. She doesn't feel ashamed for her emotions and doesn't believe anyone else should either.' This is Maul to a T. His entire life he's given into his emotions and let them rule his mind. While he's learning more about them, he doesn't want to really control them on any level. 'She has no real concept of consequences for your actions and mostly seems confused if anyone resents her for hurting them in the past. Yeah, she's not a good "person" by a long shot, but she's also not a person and is the Pthumerian who makes that the most obvious.' Maul also has trouble recognizing his actions have consequences and oftentimes has to have this pointed out to him, such as when he impulsively maims or kills people and then just moving onto his next goal without bothering to look back at the trail of corpses left in his wake. Maul doesn't consider himself a good person and will never try to be one, only looking to be a better version of what he already is. He's always going to be aligned with the Dark Side to some extent and doesn't look towards the Light as a possible solution. Mariana is in many shades of grey and so is he.
    • Blood Power Manifestation: Maul's blood powers will closely resemble those of the Nightkin magick the female members of his clan on Dathomir were capable of, particularly those of his mother Talzin, and often are accompanied by a sickly green glow when he uses them. While his Force powers have always been geared towards offensive, destructive capabilities meant to maim and kill, in contrast his blood powers will instead be at their strongest when he's helping or defending people, instead being used to create rather than destroy.

    His strongest power will be the ability to stabilize a mind, primarily by lifting madness, the mental components of blood corruption, or even beasthood if the beast can be held down long enough for him to work. This will be done in a quite literal manner where his hands are able to reach inside and pull out the parts of it that are diseased, which manifest as black smoke that dissipates upon contact with the physical world. This works at its strongest when he can ingest some of the blood of the person he is trying to help.

    He will possess a few other abilities. Since these are all much more physical in nature, they will require blood to be spilled when he wants to use them, needing more the longer he wants to use them. This will lessen when he starts realizing they're primarily to be used to help people but the blood cost will never fully go away. One is the ability to form a green, translucent shield that can fit entirely around a person that can block energy attacks and anything moving past a high speed (around 300 mph), allowing it to block gunshots, but allowing anything slower and in the physical realm like punches, lightsabers, or other stabbing weapons to get through. This is at its most powerful when he is using it in defense of another person, using the shield to protect them from harm. He can also teleport in a cloud of green smoke, at first only a few feet but eventually building up to around a distance of a mile or so, but he can only do this when protecting someone from danger and getting them out of harm's way.

    Lastly, with long practice, Maul will be able to create a voodoo doll that can affect another person. He will need a physical piece of that person to combine with the doll, whether it is a lock of hair, drops of their blood, or even nail clippings, though blood is ultimately the most effective. If he has this, he can make them feel nearly whatever he does to the doll, including stabbing it with needles, holding it over a burning flame, or making someone feel like they are falling from a great height if he drops it. Actual death will be beyond him, given a person's natural inclination to live can override such a distant form of magic, but he can cause plenty of discomfort and pain with this.

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    • Player Age: An old fogey (31)
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    *This is done in Maul's POV and in no particular order. Last updated 5/6/21.

    FROM THE GALAXY
    SAVAGE

    My younger brother and the person I have missed the most in the time I've been here. For all the horror this place has wrought upon me, bringing my brother back to me almost has made up for them. I'll never stop feeling guilt for having directly been the cause of his death but I've finally begun to work past part of it. Finally, the pain has eased a little. Second chances for people like us don't come often and this time I will not fail him again. I made sure he knew the moment he arrived how much he meant to me.

    This place has changed me much in some ways but the loyalty and bond we have with each other is not one of them. If anything can help me move forward on this new path towards the unknown that I fear so much, it's having him as my strong right hand as he's always been that will allow me to move forward. He seeks to be a worthy apprentice for me but he'll never know how much I already see him as such, both as a fellow Sith and as a brother.

    OBI-WAN KENOBI

    Where do I even start with this man? Obi-Wan is my oldest foe, the thought of revenge on him keeping me alive for years, and the epitome of what I believe the Jedi should be, for he will never fall no matter what I do to him. Just never tell him that last bit, he deserves no compliments from me. This place seems fit to continue intertwining our lives together. When he first arrived, I was suffering from amnesia which had made me forget him entirely. It was.....it was easy to get along with him, moreso than I want to admit, a glimpse of what might have been had we not fought on Naboo all those years ago. I was lonely and homesick and he filled a void easily...

    ...But then I remembered who he was. To say I was enraged would be an understatement. I wanted to cut him down right then and there in a fury but somehow the negotiator managed to talk me into a stalemate. When I could take responsibility for all the actions that had led me to this point, we would have a rematch. For reasons I cannot still fathom, I agreed. Things went along acrimoniously as usual for a time, but when I lost control of myself and went on a killing spree, he was the one to end it by killing me. I thanked him for it....

    ....and subsequently lost all memories of the man AGAIN! With no memories of him from either home or here, it became easy to talk to him again, and he was very helpful in try to figure out a new path to go down when much of the sentiment in this place turned against me. I remembered him while fighting his apprentice, but this time, I didn't immediately go off to kill him. I think I am past that instinctive urge. Much as I hate to say it, I might be forced to turn more to him as I seek out the road of redemption.

    ANAKIN SKYWALKER or THAT IDIOT APPRENTICE OF OBI-WAN'S

    I really must question how Obi-Wan managed to instruct this idiot to become a full Jedi Knight. Perhaps the standards of the order are slipping...? Also how he didn't throw him off a cliff in the past decade or so just proves the man has far more patience than should be possible for a single human being. He arrived and immediately went on the attack, so I killed him. Ever since then, we have been at odds. He's slipping to the Dark Side to save someone he loves and I fear what will happen now that my master has his claws into him. He won't listen to my warnings and continues to fall.

    After a second fight where he was saved only thanks to the interference of that meddlesome Nightsister, he was of course all for putting me in the sarcophagus. Let's see how smug he is when I get out. He's long overdue for a discussion between me, him, and Obi-Wan regarding why he's so desperate to believe the lies my master keeps feeding him.
    QUI-GON JINN The old Jedi Master I killed so long ago on Naboo, now brought to this place because apparently there weren't ENOUGH Jedi here already. He is a strange Jedi, for while he doesn't stray from the Light, he seems to acknowledge the Dark also in a way. I can see where Obi-Wan got some of his personality and wisdom from. Perhaps it is easier hearing what he has to say than when it comes from Kenobi because I don't have a blinding hatred of the man. Despite being the cause of his death, he doesn't seem to hold it against me all that much.
    AHSOKA TANO A strange and intriguing Togruta. She claims not to be a Jedi but acts like one so much of the time I don't believe her. She also seems to know me but I do not have the same advantage. Perhaps a figure from my future? So much of it remains clouded and perhaps she could provide the answers. But that would require giving her a level of trust she has not yet earned from me.
    Asajj Ventress The last Nightsister in the galaxy, she is a source of hatred for my brother, and by extension me. I am not sure of what her intentions here are yet but I will follow what Savage wishes to be done with her, whether that is make her an ally or make her suffer at his hands. Exactly what side of the Force she follows I am not certain of anymore, for she still feels Dark but seems to be on her own path now.
    THE ADULTS
    GEE

    Helping him to fix up his house. Not entirely sure if he's human or not, for I get an interesting feeling from him. I feel like he's hiding something but I can't figure out what just yet. Still, he hasn't given me reason to distrust him yet, and even broke the curse on me when I was transformed into a child.

    After many months of no real contact, he saw fit to judge me for what I did to that idiotic abomination. For that, he can go fall in a sinkhole for all I care.

    LUCILLE SHARPE

    I can't give too much of an opinion, for every time I meet this woman, we are in an altered state. If I can ever meet this woman when we're both ourselves, I shall be able to judge her properly. Still, she seems intelligent and fascinated with minutae.

    After much more discussion, I feel she is a kindred spirit. She has been through much of the same sort of life I was unfortunately granted in my youth and there are many things we agree upon, including how killing can sometimes be the best solution to problems. She doesn't seem to pass judgement on the things I have done during my life and I have done the same for her.

    Lucille has become a trusted friend in this place. I've found someone who has the same sort of mindset I do. She's told me more of her life back home, including the brother she loved and somehow lost. She cares deeply for people here but will not hesitate to kill, either for or to protect them. If I had to murder someone in this place and hide the body, I would turn to her as a companion to help me bury it.

    "HUNTRESS"

    HOW COME EVERY TIME I MEET THIS WOMAN SHE TRIES TO KILL ME?!

    I finally returned the favor when I went insane. I suppose that makes us even.

    JOHN CONSTANTINE

    I know he'd like everyone to think him some mysterious, hardened, grizzled man, but I don't believe it for a second. He was nothing but kind to me when I was a child when he had no reason to be. Also I am saving that video of him as a teenager for when I need a good laugh.

    Recently stumbled into the shop he owns several times over the course of two months. He might be more useful than he initially seems on the surface. We seem to keep butting heads but not to the point where I feel the need to kill him. I now owe him a favor and no doubt he'll come forth to have me pay the debt in the future.

    A.R.I.D.

    A sentient program encased in a battle suit. Dislikes being referred to as a droid. Not a fan of human beings, something we can both agree on. I mistrust her. One can never know the intentions of rogue pieces of technology that can think for themselves.

    When I went mad, she was one of the few that seemed agree with me that Jon needed to die and provided valuable information on the others that I didn't already know. She might prove useful when it comes time to take revenge upon them all.

    But our relationship has taken a downwards turn. When I went on a killing spree, I destroyed her current body, though I am uncertain if this actually resulted in a state where she might have been officially dead or not.

    MICHAEL

    Apparently, this is what a demon actually looks like, contrary to the people of Earth who keep mistaking me for one. A strange sort of creature. I'm not sure if he seems to like humanity or wants to do something like eat them. Still, an affable sort, and someone who has been able to help me figure out just what 'doing better' in this place can mean to me personally.

    After almost a year here, it's become clear that Michael is helping me go down a better path. He's had much more experience at learning to care for people and what that means in terms of consequences. I trust him enough to ask questions when I am unsure of the proper emotional response to be having to things. He seems to understand me and doesn't judge when I talk about my past, something that I also trust he will keep to himself.

    A Fool I'm certain this man is a legitimate idiot. He deserves every moment that I have terrorized him. For those who don't think I have any self-control, his continued existence should prove this to the contrary.
    PETER B. PARKER "SPIDER-MAN"

    On Spider-Man: Another spider-person in this town? Are they all related or do they all hatch from eggs or some other form of breeding? This one has far too many quips. Why is it the self-righteous "heroes" always do?
    On Peter: He makes for one anxious child. How he ever survived to adulthood is beyond my comprehension.

    He has provided much useful information on how to survive in this town. Perhaps his obsessive nature in creating his pamphlets is a coping mechanism to prevent him from realizing how terrible being in this town can really be? I did see something recently that leads me to believe he will die soon. I suppose I'll have to try and keep him alive...

    REAPER (GABRIEL)

    If there's one memorable way to meet someone, I suppose it's being rescued from a burning building and certain death by some sort of phantom with a shotgun. I will not admit that this may be a bit of a turn-on as well. I have a weakness for men who are as deadly as he is. As I am aptly named, so is Reaper. I suppose we are something like friends, though how long that will last is up to the Force.

    After several meetings where we have gotten closer and thinking it over in my head, I have gotten into something of a relationship with him. I don't know if either of us truly know what we are getting ourselves into here or where it will last, but one thing I know for certain is that I truly care about him. Like will find like, as the saying goes, and we make for a near-perfect match in that respect.

    I forgot him when I lost my memories after death including the one where I killed him when he got between me and what I saw as my prey while I was being haunted by the ghost of my former master. Despite being wary with both of our memories gone, we began to learn how to trust each other again, and he didn't seem to hold what I'd done against him for what little he could remember of his own death. Now I must find a way to get him to remember me in turn. Whether this will take knocking him through a wall or forcibly kissing him is something that I will have to discover through trial and error...

    NEOPOLITAN "NEO"

    A mysterious mute woman. I'm not sure if she can't talk or simply chooses not to. She has some strange powers I don't fully understand including that of illusion. She's got a temperament I can agree with on things like killing and violence.

    After meeting her time and again in this place, I think it is safe to say we have become friends. She is a good confidant, for it is easy to talk to her, and not simply because she doesn't answer back verbally. In a fight, she is someone I can rely on to have my back.

    After a year here together, I can say she is a close friend. She has been in the same position I now find myself in of having to figure out whether to take a course of revenge or not, so it makes her a good confidante to turn towards when I find myself conflicted on how to proceed. Despite all I have done, she doesn't seem to hold things against me, and we still go out to hunt monsters together.

    Rei Hino

    When I look at this woman, the first word that comes to mind is grace. She's aloof but kind, an combination that would seem contradictory in any other person. Very knowledgeable about this place. There is much power within her, some akin to the Force in how she wields it.

    While we do not speak often, she remains someone who is composed and doesn't make quick snap judgements. It is a boon given how often I seem to keep making mistakes in this place. She knows how my mind works after we melded together as weapon and user during the early months I was here, so she doesn't condemn me outright when I commit what others would flat-out call atrocities.

    Usagi Tsukino

    A powerful beacon of light. That's not a metaphor, that's what her power feels like. She's of the Light the same way the Jedi are, though unlike them, she's not a sanctimonious hypocrite. I end up bickering with her more often than not whenever we have occasion to talk and sometimes it feels as if she is a schoolteacher in the way she seems to be trying to lecture me. As if I could learn anything from what she has to say.

    I hate to admit it, but she has become one of my closest friends here. She has been unfailing in her belief that I can be a better person, and I hate to also say it, but she often has good advice for me as well. She doesn't judge me for what I have done before and doesn't try to change me at all, letting me come to conclusions on my own. As of late, I have come to think she is part kyber-crystal, which would explain much. Did or did she not kill me during October? I don't know yet.......and now I do. The answer was yet.

    Usagi has become a pillar to me here, a center of light I can focus on when all else fails, even if we still bicker like husband and wife. Who else could have gotten my forgiveness entirely upon realizing I'd been killed by them? She's of the moon and it keeps her from being overwhelming as she tries to nudge me to a better path. Her heart is huge, and no matter what I do, I cannot drive her away. She is always there for me and has been patient as the day is long on guiding me towards a path of, if not true redemption and light, then at least not pure darkness either. I have come to rely upon her and will continue to seek out guidance from her. She is truly one of the best people I know here in this wretched town. She has recently gotten me to see that if I am going to change, it needs to be done through my own force of will instead of wanting to change for anyone else. It is a hard path to walk down when it is so unknown to me but I can say with confidence she will be with me every step of the way.

    VIRA-LORR

    A woman who has experienced much and been here a long time. She is wise and perceptive, and despite the third eye not giving her the power to read minds, she seems to see much of what makes me up. I have come to see her as a good ally and she has changed my thoughts on how I saw several things in this place.

    She has become what I see as almost a spokeswoman for the things that occur here from month to month. While she is sometimes wary of me, which is a healthy reaction, she has known me for long enough that she will not condemn me for all that I have done. She seeks to understand me instead and it is a great boon, for she does hold much influence among the rest of the Sleepers. Most recently she was able to understand my reasoning behind severing Glitch's arm, a welcoming change from the public condemnation I have received otherwise.

    Martin Blackwood

    A fool and IDIOT. Destroy the book, he said, and that will reverse the effects. Bah! It ended up exacerbating them to a painful degree instead. I unwittingly revealed to him that I held more Leitners and he assembled a squadron of cronies to steal them from me. I will see him dead by my hands for that grave insult, though killing Jon seems to have been a good first step in hurting him. As I have discovered time and again, hurting a man by killing those he loves is far worse than destroying him outright.

    After many months here, I still have yet to enact true revenge upon him, but I will see it done eventually. He condemns me as a monster while being a hypocrite, given he keeps company with that thing that is ten times more dangerous than I could ever be. He may call me a monster all he likes. Someone steeped in as much darkness as he is can have whatever opinion they want of me, for I do not care what the likes of him thinks.

    Sasha James ♪ One of the little underlings who followed Jon and Martin in stealing the books from me. I had little information on her, but ARID fortunately was able to track down her identity. If she thinks killing Jon was a terrible event, hopefully she fears her own death just as much.
    "Adelard" ♪ Another who stole the Leitners from me. He gave me a name, and in the midst of madness, I accepted it as the truth, but upon reflection I'm not so sure. I received some information on him from ARID, namely where he lives. He's a weakling afraid of power. Well, if he's afraid of it, he should well fear me when he finds me on his doorstep some day in the future.
    Tim ♪

    This man is one of those who stole the Leitners from me, but beyond that, he remains a mystery. I don't even know his name. But he can only keep his head down for so long. Perhaps torturing one of his companions publicly will flush him out again...

    I eventually encountered him during one of the times Deerington took a turn for the surreal. When I realized who he was, I Force Choked him to death, a fitting fate for someone of his nature, and the first death I committed here in Deerington. He deserved it and I feel no guilt for what I did. Since then, he has seemed to avoide me entirely, a wise decision. One down, several more to go....

    CECIL A strange man who seems to take everything that comes in Deerington with a blithe sort of spirit. Apparently comes from a place even stranger than this hellhole, if that's at all possible. Has a boyfriend he mentions at every turn he can. They're so in love it's sickening. And maybe a touch nice to behold. He is....kind to me, surprisingly, and doesn't seem to take most of what I do as an example of the only things which I am capable of showing.
    JP A very strange man who has the Force only knows how many paramours and flirts with me every time we meet, I initially thought him to just be another idiot in this place, but he's proven to have more going on beneath the pretty boy surface exterior than I ever would have thought. This still doesn't keep him from asking the most aggravating and intrusive questions.
    RALEIGH I'm not entirely sure this man is fully human. He might have some dog mixed into his DNA, one of those retrievers I have read about in books about Earth. I think he knows me as a fictional character on his world which might explain part of how he acts around me. I've never had a fanboy before... But his optimism and desire to see the good in me is rather refreshing compared to some of the people I have met here. Apparently in a relationship with that other strange man from his world, Chuck, something that is easy to torment him about. I saved his life, more on instinct than anything else, an act which proved to myself finally what everyone has been telling me for a long time: that I do have the capacity to do good the same way I've dealt out so much harm.
    CHUCK ♪ Chuck had the dubious honor of being the first person to inform me I am from a fictional series of movies on some versions of Earth. I won't lie, that shook me quite a bit to my very core. He comes from the same world Raleigh does. Perhaps it's just a human thing but I find them a little difficult to tell apart. And they apparently are a couple if their frantic searching for one another at the hotel was any indication. They seem like a well-matched pair.
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    THE CHILDREN
    FERN

    An odd boy who is made of of grass. (How is he even alive? Though he did manage to die.) Seems to have some trust issues with people. Appreciates a lightsaber, so he must have some taste. Friends with Varian and hates Ruby. Why must I be dragged into this nonsense? Currently training him in the art of swordsmanship. And giving life advice. Hopefully he's wise enough to take it.

    Much has happened between the two of us. I've learned more about the inner workings of his mind, which is a place filled with doubt and self-loathing all the time. We have fought together and he had to watch me die. He's turned his back on me when I needed him the most and I forgave him for it, though I shall not give him a third chance. Recently, I began to have Force visions where he was dying. Though I tried my hardest to prevent them, I failed him, my greatest failure in this place to date. I won't lie when I say such a thing was a great reason why I went insane in October.

    Since then, our relationship continued much along the same track. I kept training him until my master's ghost ordered me to kill him and Varian. I set the poor boy on fire, an experience that I know had to be traumatizing for him. I only recently regained memories of him and I know I must find a way to make amends for him, even if he doesn't want to forgive me.

    SOME ARROGANT GIRL

    Arrogant and cocky (which reminds me of me when I was younger) to the point of thinking she can defeat me in a duel. We'll just see about that. Also apparently thinks a lightsaber is a juvenile weapon. I'm going to need to expand her education on that particular point.

    I attacked her when my master's ghost invaded my mind and injured her in quite a severe manner. I suppose I showed her just what the power of a lightsaber could do after all. I'm not sure how she managed to escape but at least this makes for one less death on my conscience.

    EDDIE KASPBRAK

    This child is absolutely neurotic. I would say he needs some medication, but considering his hypochondriac tendencies and self-destructive nature, perhaps some meditation would be better. Curses a lot (though he tries not to around me, smart boy), talks a lot, and manages to write out about six paragraphs for every text sent.

    He vacillates quite often between being wise beyond his years and acting like the dumbest teenager I have ever had the misfortune to come in contact with (one has to wonder how he's alive and mostly in one piece at this point). Still, somehow, we seemed to have gained each other's trust over a period of time, though I missed the exact point that happened. He can be a cold and callous little thing, though oftentimes he points out that which others are afraid to say.

    As of late, things have gotten very strained between us, given what I did to his boyfriend and to Ben. I don't blame him in the slightest for being angry with me nor for anything that he wishes to say to me. His life has not been easy and I am not doing him any favors by pouring more hardship on him. Perhaps when this dream collapses something good will finally happen to him.

    RUBY ROSE

    Another interesting meeting was had when I found her rummaging through my food like a starving Jawa. Very loud, very excitable, even more so as a child. She has very good taste in weapons and I can appreciate that. Apparently the cause of some friction between Varian and Fern.

    As I've come to know her more as her own person instead of just the cause of friction between others here in town, I have come to see she is a capable warrior in her own right, and has demons that she's facing all on her own too. She is caught between the tension created between myself and Glitch but is not picking one side over the other. She still seems willing to give me chances to do better after all I have done, but it is hard to think I can live up to her expectations.

    WILL

    Amazing it's only a child that seems to be able to see into the core of what I am. Either I am better at fooling people than I think or he is more perceptive than most. There's something within him, something dark he doesn't want others to know about. But I see it all too clearly.

    Even with all the time that has passed, I still don't know how to define my relationship with this boy. Despite what have been clear reservations on his part, we have grown closer, though we both remain wary of each other. I established a link in his mind when I helped to clear voices out when he couldn't do himself and found the source of that darkness within him. I get the distinct feeling he's just waiting for me to show what I truly am as a former Sith Lord, for he seems to possess quite a bit of knowledge of my universe, however incomplete it might be.

    While we continue to circle around each other like a pair of wary tookas, there is some level of trust established between us. When I put up a wall in his head to prevent the creature inside from taking over, I did it partially for my own reasons, part of it was simply because I did not want him to be manipulated the way I was. It was something that lasted for many months before it broke free again, wreaking havoc while in his body. I cannot find it in me to condemn him for things he might have done and he seems to be doing likewise for me. On a lighter note, to my utter and eternal amusement, he was one of the last to know about the relationship between myself and Reaper. I thought I was going to see someone finally die of embarrassment here in town upon seeing his reaction.

    VARIAN

    I am unsure if this boy is a genius or completely insane. Perhaps both. He's perceptive, one of the few to understand the balance of the Force when I explained it. For a reason I cannot fathom, he trusts me. More's the pity. He seems very concerned about what people think of him. He and Fern are very good friends. Or were. Hard to tell. I am not equipped to deal with all this school-age nonsense.

    After experiencing a nightmare/memory of his, I think I finally understand why he's got so much self-loathing beneath his surface and why he's so determined to make up for the point in his life when he was obsessed with revenge. He and I talk quite frequently and it's become very apparent to me just how brilliant he really is. He's one of the few I feel understands me well and I do the same for him. But things have become broken between us recently (my fault as usual) and I am unsure if they can be fixed.

    Things continue to vacillate back and forth between us. I broke a promise to him and it nearly severed things between us for good. It drove home to me how if I want to keep those around me that I love, my first step must be in learning to change for the sake of others. Our relationship was finally beginning to be repaired between us when my master's ghost possessed my mind, asking me to kill. I ran him through with my lightsaber and then lost the memories of him when I died. During that time, I went after Glitch, forgetting the promise I had made as well. Now, with them back, I am unsure of how to approach him again, or if this will be the final straw that snaps the bantha's back, leading him to abandon me and stop trying to show me how to go down the path of redemption.

    GLITCH

    I am going to kill this boy if it the last thing I ever do! Exactly why Varian and Fern have taken such a shine to him, I have no idea. At first he was just a pain, but after finding out he has lightning powers--no, there's no way for me to get past that. Either he dies or I do trying.

    He continued to be an idiot who took every opportunity to run his mouth and paint me as some personal boogeyman in the dark for him. His lack of respect was galling and irritating like a gadfly. A promise made to Varian made me ignore him for some time, but when I lost my memories, I found an opportunity to teach him a lesson he would never forget. He lost his arm, and if this place hadn't provided him yet another protector in the form of that control-obsessed fear monger Ironwood, it would have been his life as well. He and the general used the opportunity to paint myself as an irredeemable monster. If that's the way he wants to see it, so be it. I refuse to feel guilt over what I did, for he deserved it, and if this place had true justice he would have gotten even worse. My only hesitance is that by breaking my promise not to go after him, it may have damaged things with Varian, Fern, and Ruby, given I had told them I wouldn't do anything to him.

    PAIMON (AND HIS HOST PETER)

    From the outside, merely an idiotic teenager with about two brain cells to rub together. Within him, though, ah there's something much greater than anything else in this place, something ancient. His name is Paimon and he has power the likes of which I haven't seen in a long time. There is potential there, though for some reason he's crippled in a way that keeps him from coming into his full power. He seems to have taken a shine to me and looks to me for guidance, which I am only too happy to provide.

    Eventually, I learned that a pact had been made with a witch not to get rid of his useless host, so a new tact had to be taken. Paimon continues to grow in his power and learn from me, while his host continues to be a barely-functional idiot and rightfully terrified of what I can do to him. We shall have to see what will come of me forcibly bringing the demon to the surface when I went on my rampage.

    Richie

    Apparently, the universe is just not content with bringing forth one version of this nuisance. Is putting up with his presence some form of penance I have wrought down upon myself from a lifetime of horrible deeds? It certainly feels like it. At least he is more tolerable this time around or at least smart enough not to invoke my wrath. He and Eddie are certainly a pair, though a pair of what I am not entirely certain of.

    He ended up encountering me when I was on a killing spree. I tried to take his head but fortunately only ended up maiming him by taking off an ear. I'm certain he and his young boyfriend are both going to hold that against me but I can't say I blame them.

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    THOSE WHO HAVE LEFT
    ROSE THE HAT A woman with a predatory edge. She is a hunter of men. I met her when I first was in town. She has some sort of power to her, but beyond that, I cannot distinguish what it is. She and I are in an alliance, but I still do not trust her. I believe only a fool would do that.
    TINA GOLDSTEIN A witch who can apparently perform magic. Wherever she comes from is apparently not a pleasant place and the town is almost an improvement, something I can agree with her on. Also has excellent taste in books.
    FELICIA HARDY "BLACK CAT" A pretty thief who also has a pretty way with words. The fact she owns more clothes than I have ever owned in my entire life is astounding.
    JEFF CALHOUN Another one who may be an idiot, though in his case, it might just be a case of making profoundly bad decisions time and again. Something that I unfortunately also have far too much experience in. Still, it's not all bad. Such a personality makes him easy to manipulate.
    Xiao Xingchen A being full of light, the direct counterpart to Xue Yang, seeing as how they both come from the same world. He's perceptive and sees things in me which I do not. In a strange way, he reminds me of Obi-Wan, if there was a version of the man I didn't have intense hatred for.
    GWEN POOLE A exceedingly odd girl, though she has moments of being clever. She apparently has the power to know about people and their pasts, though she's not omniscient, as she has quite a few gaps regarding myself. She wouldn't tell me about what happened at the end of the war, much to my dismay.
    Eleven My apprentice. She shows much potential, very promising in the way she can use her mind to shape the world around her. She's put her faith in me, which is one of the few things that has surprised me in this town, but I will not make the same mistakes as I did last time. Very soon I shall have to start training her to use a lightsaber.
    LAURA A young girl who has been through far too much pain in her short life. I can sympathize all too well with the abuse she's gone through and how she was treated more as a weapon than as a person.
    Richie An idiot of a child who disrespected me the first time we met. I snapped his wrist like a twig in response. For some reason, Eddie is infatuated with him and so berated me for the act. No wonder. The pair of them deserve each other, for who else would have them?
    JESSIE A living toy. That's a phrase I still have trouble comprehending. I initially mistook her for a member of some small sentient species, but no, she's a living toy. Our first meeting did not go well, but she was kind to me when she didn't need to when I was turned into a child. She's a wise being, which I suspect comes from being in a state as close to immortal as one can be in.
    CREDENCE BAREBONES He reminds me of a Corellian hound that's been kicked too many times. He's had far too much happen in his past that I can sympathize with, but he took the opposite way to survive than I did up until a short time ago. He managed to do what I have never accomplished when he killed his mother. Still, there is power in him, something dark there. I shall be keeping a close eye on him. Yes. Very close...
    ALEX REAGAN Met this woman when I was a child. Kind but a bit odd. Seems like she needs to relax and breathe every once in a while, though the Force only knows she won't get the chance to do it here.
    DR. LUKA KOVAČ A affable doctor who seems to have an inordinate amount of optimism for someone in this place. Unfortunately, his methods to treat injuries are likely primitive, but he is one of the few I would trust to patch me up. Ran into some trouble in the forest and I have to question the likelihood of his survival if I had to rescue him even when I was a child.
    𝐕𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐘 𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐈𝐍 Apparently, I am not the only one that feels like an outsider in this town. He might be from Earth, but this man seems even more alienated than I do. Also apparently a doctor who doesn't take no for an answer from potential patients.
    Detective D.W. Loki The first person I met here in Deerington. It was a memorable meeting, for I don't believe I'd forget anyone who nearly ran be over with a car. A man who believes in law and order, almost to the degree of a zealot. I do believe he disapproves of many of my decisions, but he'll learn to mind his own business if he tries to enforce his authority.
    XUE YANG

    A handsome man who has become one of my closest friends here. He's got an easy air about him that seems like it will turn deadly at any moment. There is just something dark within him that calls out towards the darkness that resides inside of myself. Sometimes I suspect he's completely insane, but considering I am too, it just means we are well-suited for each other's company. If I had lived on Earth, I suspect I would have had a life very much like he did. The relationship between him and Xiao Xingchen resembles that between the one between myself and Obi-Wan to an eerie degree. Looking at them sometimes is like looking into a distorted mirror.

    We were always there for each other while he remained here and he encouraged me to go down a better path, cautioning against ending up like he did in his own world. Seeing the therapeutic effect being around his "daozhangs" gave me much to think about. I will miss him dearly and hope he goes back to a better fate than the life he was previously leading.

    Jon Sims What is this creature? He is no man for all that he wears the unassuming appearance of one on the outside. No, he is a horror and abomination, and participating in his death was ultimately a good thing if something like this is walking around in our midst. Though I am loathe to admit it, he scares me for what he can do to my mind. If I am forced to kill him again, it will have to be through stealth and surprise, for I won't survive a second encounter with those eyes. Those eyes.....
    Another Fool

    Ah, this man is going to end up dead by my hands sooner or later. I was first indifferent to him until he tried to steal from me and ending up causing the destruction of a Leitner when I tried to punish him. It me altered in body in a terrible fashion. Worse than that, it caused Ben to be hurt, so he ended up being the first person here I Force Choked. I would have killed him if not for the boy's intervention. I've no doubt he'll do something soon enough that shall result in me destroying him.

    Alas, he vanished before I was able to enact full punishment upon, but I did get to witness him disappearing. It was a terrible sight to see. If that is what happens to cause us to wake from this living nightmare, I will just as soon remain asleep.

    BEN HANSCOM

    A pudgy child that I have been taking time to train. He's taken to it with far more determination and kept it up longer than I would have expected. If he keeps this up, he might start actually acquiring some skills in the process. He is extremely kind and I am grateful to him for all that he did when I got turned into a child, though expressing it is something I don't know how to do.Also, why does he make such an attractive adult?

    Ben has become the closest thing to an apprentice I have had since Eleven left. His kindness towards me is astounding. Even after all the terrible things I have done, he somehow still thinks that I can become a better person than I have been. He even managed to talk me down from killing that fool Lindsey when the Leitner destruction ended up hurting and scaring him, something very few in this place could have done. He sees good in me for whatever reason, and though it is hard to say, I almost hope I do not end up disappointing him.

    .......I killed him. By the Force, I killed him and he did not revive. I have never felt guilt like this before and I'm not sure how to even handle it. I've never regretted a death more than I do his, and it hurts like I've never felt before. I finally understand just a little the anguish I've put others through when I've cut down their loved ones. If this is the first step on the path of redemption, I'm not sure I want to go any further! There's too much pain involved.

    PETER PARKER "SPIDER-MAN" On Peter: Strange and awkward sort of child. Seems to enjoy wasting time far more than I approve of.
    On Spider-Man: Is he actually a spider? Probably a child given the way he acts despite the name. Also, why are there multiples of this same being in this town? Was one not enough?
    SAKURA KINOMOTO

    A sweet and innocent young girl who seems determined to help all that she can, even if it ends up running her ragged. If I were to hazard a guess, I'd say this is what Usagi was like at the same age. They have that same ineffable optimistic spirit to them. I have a feeling if I get closer to her, she will end up being a weakness for me the same way the others I care about here are.

    Even when I killed her by snapping her neck, something that only happened because she was trying to help me instead of looking out for herself, she didn't hold it against me. Instead, she immediately gave me her forgiveness, something which I didn't feel I deserved but accepted anyway. I can only hope she went back to a better world than this one.

    BILL Another "Derry child", a stuttering boy that seems to be held in high esteem by his friends. This one has gone through a loss I can relate to all too well in the death of his brother and facing down evil. Unlike his friends, he has such a sense of anger to him, something I feel can be cultivated and useful if only done by the right hands, by which I of course mean mine.
    RITSUKA

    There is a saying of how one should never go into a battle of wits unarmed. I would never admit it to his smug little face, but I apparently have found myself completely outgunned by this sarcastic boy. While he hasn't done anything especially heinous, he's just far too irritating for me even communicating through the network. If we ever meet face-to-face, I'm going to tempted to feed him to my pets.

    After meeting him, I discovered somehow he has the power to increase my abilities because of the bond between us. Of course, he continued to want to have nothing to do with me and was a thorn in my side, especially with his protective little pet following him everywhere. After meeting him for the first time where I could see him at the hotel and then witnessing a memory that made me very sympathetic towards him, our relationship began to change once again, but he disappeared before anything further could happen. The sensation of the bond between us snapping was sheer agony and felt like my hearts were being ripped out of my chest.

    LUKE SKYWALKER A Jedi from after my time who is the son of Anakin. I believe he is the Chosen One that the prophecy speaks of and the one Obi-Wan slew me to continue to protect on Tatooine. There is a light in him that reminds me greatly of Usagi or Xiao Xingchen and it is hard not to trust him despite only knowing him a short time. Perhaps it is because he gave me the best news I could have received since coming here: he told me of my master's death.
    Xiao Xingchen

    Another version of the man who arrived from somewhat earlier than when I first met him, I was delighted to find he accepted me once again wholeheartedly as a friend, though I never should have doubted someone with that much light within them would of course have enough kindness for one such as myself. I see much of myself and Obi-Wan in the relationship between Xue Yang and him, perhaps if we had met in a kinder world, or if I was ever able to give up my hatred. I will not think on the fact the two of them ended up loving each other, that is one parallel I most assuredly do not have with my old foe.

    I trusted him enough to give him one of the fathiers that arrived here as a gift, for I could think of no one who would treat the animal better than he would. I will miss his kindness, the light within him, and his ability to see me as more than just some irredeemable monster as so many here do. Losing a friend such as he is no easy task.

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    - Deerington tattoo on right shoulder shoved in there between all his other tats.
    - One of the tattoos on lower left arm turned silvery-white after encounter with Witch of the Wastes and being de-aged then aged up.
    - Bite mark on right arm healing into scar just below wrist, punctured all the way through from training Malice.
    - Gained fangs (second picture) and bone claws after reading the cursed Leitner book "The Boneturner's Tale."
    - Gained a bone tail and skeletal wings after the book was destroyed. Removed when Usagi "purified" him during his second death.
    - Golden eyes torn out by evil faeries, has been wearing a black blindfold ever since. Usagi healed his eyes, regrowing them at the Summoning Stones in November.
    - Permanent Lichtenburg figures on his hands.

    Deaths:
    - Died in July 2020 in one of Monokuma's trials. Maul was judged guilty and executed by a spectre of his former master, Darth Sidious, who electrocuted him to death.
    - Died in October 2020, obliterated atom-by-atom until there was nothing left by Usagi when both were in the throes of insanity.
    - Died on March 4th 2021, killed by Obi-Wan to prevent him from killing anyone else in his brainwashed state.

    Deaths Caused:
    - Force Choked Tim Stoker to death in January 2021 in a fit of rage over Tim being part of the Archive gang that stole his Leitners.
    - Killed Anakin Skywalker in February 2021 (on his first day no less! ....cause let's face it, it's Anakin) in a lightsaber duel when he wouldn't calm down about ending up in Deerington.
    - Ran Varian through with a lightsaber while brainwashed on March 1st 2021.
    - Killed Margot by nearly decapitating her, causing a mortal injury that made her bleed out on March 2nd 2021 while brainwashed.
    - Killed Reaper on March 3rd.
    - Killed Sakura Kinomoto on March 3rd by snapping her neck while brainwashed.
    - Killed Helena Bertinelli by firing her own arrows into her with the Force.
    - Killed Ben Hanscom by stabbing him with a lightsaber. He didn't revive.
    - Snapped Lance's neck in a mercy killing to prevent him from being eaten alive by cannibals on April 29th 2021.

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    Looking for someone who makes him feel the same emotions he feel when he look at one of his nemesis...hate that is. Mostly hate. Maybe something else.

    ( Maul | 35 | Male | Sentient species )

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