And that's fine. [She listens as he explains Paimon, and she has to resist rolling her eyes. Unimpressed. She's met plenty of entities "older than humanity" and "older than concepts" or "older than" whatever else they claim. She's met plenty of entities who are "beyond" the concept of good and evil or beyond the "human understanding of good and evil."]
Except, one REALLY big thing, Maul. Did you ever once consider Peter in ANY of that teaching? [She hissed.] They're a them now, as you said. But did you ASK Peter if he wanted to coexist with a being who is ancient and older than dirt and apparently beyond the concepts of "good and evil?"
Or did you just try to shove Peter to the back of his own mind and body? You... you denied Peter a chance in ANY say in HIS body, in HIS powers, and mind. And for all YOU know, he would have been all for it, he would have been THRILLED to understand what was going on with him. But you played into your OWN... [She let out a breath, counting to ten.] You don't want everyone calling you a monster, and I know you aren't. But sometimes, Maul, you love to play the villain. You do everything you can with glee to be a monster. Because even after everything I've just explained, you STILL don't care about Peter and what you did to him.
I don't KNOW Paimon, and if he wants to come forward and say hi, great. But I'm not about to pretend Peter is just a host for some cosmic entity.
[And since she knows Maul needs examples set around people he ACTUALLY cares about to make any connection, she asks:]
If that were the case, do you think I'm just a host for Serenity, Maul? Should Usagi Tsukino get pushed aside until only Serenity is left? She's more powerful, after all, I know how much that means to you. Would you rather she be around instead?
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Except, one REALLY big thing, Maul. Did you ever once consider Peter in ANY of that teaching? [She hissed.] They're a them now, as you said. But did you ASK Peter if he wanted to coexist with a being who is ancient and older than dirt and apparently beyond the concepts of "good and evil?"
Or did you just try to shove Peter to the back of his own mind and body? You... you denied Peter a chance in ANY say in HIS body, in HIS powers, and mind. And for all YOU know, he would have been all for it, he would have been THRILLED to understand what was going on with him. But you played into your OWN... [She let out a breath, counting to ten.] You don't want everyone calling you a monster, and I know you aren't. But sometimes, Maul, you love to play the villain. You do everything you can with glee to be a monster. Because even after everything I've just explained, you STILL don't care about Peter and what you did to him.
I don't KNOW Paimon, and if he wants to come forward and say hi, great. But I'm not about to pretend Peter is just a host for some cosmic entity.
[And since she knows Maul needs examples set around people he ACTUALLY cares about to make any connection, she asks:]
If that were the case, do you think I'm just a host for Serenity, Maul? Should Usagi Tsukino get pushed aside until only Serenity is left? She's more powerful, after all, I know how much that means to you. Would you rather she be around instead?