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"This is Maul. State your business."

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[Maul blinks in surprise at hearing that. That was something he was hearing for the first time. Frankly, it made his opinion of Sam drop extremely low. The man was a shitheel if he had used his own brother for bait with the intention of having him die. Maul was a bastard in his own right but he'd never sink so low as to do that to Savage. His brother meant everything to him and Maul would die before using him like just a tool to be disposed of.

He shakes his head at Obi-Wan's words.]

They were bound to be involved from the moment Anakin fell. There was no stopping this from happening. I was just trying to contain the damage.

[ that is a surprising thing to hear. ]

Why would it have been? You're far stronger.

[ and more morally ambiguous. there were plenty of ways maul could have deterred them. ]

Why do all the work when there are plenty of people around to do it for you?

[There are certain moments when it is very clear that Maul is Palpatine's son. This is definitely one of them.]

[ obi-wan frowns tightly. ]

People who got hurt and died.

They knew the risks. [Not exactly. Maul knew the Winchester brothers were dumb and reckless, greatly underestimating what Anakin was capable of, which he had counted on approaching them anyway.] They could have refused the offer I made them.

[Maul was up to his usual method when he was told he'd done something wrong: dig in his heels and claim everyone else was at fault besides himself.]

If they knew, they wouldn't have been there at all. It was not a fight anyone else could win easily.

[ he lets out a shaky exhale. he's angry. he can feel the firey lick of it against his chest. he's angry because it was avoidable. obi-wan had spoken to ariadne to stay away. warned others. anakin would still have to face the consequences, but there is a difference if meddling was involved.

his skin turns hard, diamond-like as he pulls his anger back. not now. not here. ]

What would you have done? Tied them up and hide them in a basement until you stepped up and finally did something about your padawan? Maybe if you weren't so passive, this would have all been avoided.

[Maul's voice comes out sharp and he's definitely goading Obi-Wan now. It's so rare to see the Jedi get angry, so he's deliberately seeing where this will lead.]

[ his skin seems to crystalize on the surface. his breath is sharp and cold. ]

Careful. That is a mistake many make. And one you already have learned well enough.

I think I've learned well--

[Maul is in midsentence when what's happening with Obi-Wan finally catches up with his brain and he just stops speaking.]

Why do you appear to be turning into a kyber crystal?

[ obi-wan grimaces. ]

It is a side-effect of being a coldblood. I haven't mastered all of it quite yet.

So the incorruptible Jedi Master isn't perfect after all.

[The words are meant to come out with only sarcasm but there's a lot more underlying bitterness than Maul is willing to admit in them.]

[ tightly. ]

I never claimed to be otherwise. You're the one who made me the axis to your orbit.

[Maul takes a few steps forward, getting right into Obi-Wan's personal space.]

I wasn't given much choice. You had an apprentice, other Jedi, a love, a life that went on. I had thirteen years of rotting away on a junkyard planet, cast aside and forgotten about!

[ obi-wan stands his ground, immutable. ]

I am not responsible for you. And I am not yours.

As I said once before, you may have forgotten me but I will never forget you.

[He pokes a claw into Obi-Wan's chest, still rough despite the usual trimming done to it. His voice is now a little softer.]

And that is one chain in my mind I have no interest in breaking.

[ obi-wan stares before giving a little sigh. the crystallisation seems to fade away. ]

You could stand to make it less frustrating for us both.

I could.

[He really should. Without thinking, his hand splays out and suddenly it's resting on Obi-Wan's chest. His anger dies back down to a normal volume.]

It's....not easy to change my ways. I try but so often I fall back into them. Manipulating people, keeping the anger built up at you. It feels safe. To do otherwise makes me feel exposed. I worry others will use my vulnerabilities against me once they see them.

[Obi-Wan won't, Maul knows this, but that's because he is firmly in the category of Good in Maul's mind. Someone like Anakin or Glitch, Maul wouldn't be so certain.]

I wasn't asking you to change for my sake.

[ but he's still irritated at the way maul handled it and dragged anakin into it as well. ]

Will you be apologizing to Dean Winchester?

[ he doesn't frame it as a command or a request. just a question. ]

[Maul's grip tightens on Obi-Wan's chest, his claws digging deeply into the man's clothes without tearing them.]

I never said I was, idiot Jedi. I'm doing this for me.

[The truth of his words sings out plainly in the Force. Maul's never been quite so blunt about his motives but Obi-Wan has finally wormed it out of him. Maul wants to change for his own sake now, not to please anyone else or keep them by his side.]

I already have.

[See? He knows when he does something wrong. It's just so often he doesn't want to take responsibility for it.]

[ that'll do. obi-wan gives a curt nod. ]

[There's a moment where it seems like Maul might move in, close the gap between the two of them. His hand moves from Obi-Wan's chest to his shoulder and it's only then that Maul realizes what he's doing.

He jerks back like he's been scalded and steps back into his house.]

You can get the hell off my property now. Or I'll sic the vornskr on you.

[Then he slams the door with enough force to rattle the frame and the windows.]

[ and people say the jedi are repressed. obi-wan huffs and makes his way back home. ]

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